Chapter 12- scissors can only cut.

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-WARNING WARNING. IN THIS CHAPTER THERE WILL BE SELF HARM AND CRYING WITH CUDDLES! You have been warned-
*your pov*
I was laying on the floor of my room. It was about 5:50, Patton should be about to call everyone down for dinner..but I don't feel like I can do anything besides lay here and be useless.
"Dinner!"
Patton called. I need to get up but..I can't well..more like I won't.
"Y/N?"
Patton called. I heard him walking up the stairs.
"...."
I heard my doorknob jiggle. I closed my eyes and pretended like I was asleep.
"Y/N- oh"
He cut himself off. I heard footsteps walk across my room and back to me, then felt something soft and warm fall on me. He covered me in a blanket. His footsteps got farther and farther away until I heard the door close. Then I opened my eyes and sat up. It was pretty cold in my room so I kept the blanket on. I stood up and looked into my mirror my hair was a mess, I looked like I haven't slept in days.
"Maybe I'll feel better if I clean myself up a bit.."
I mumbled to myself, grabbing my hairbrush.

(Well everyone if you have short hair can you pretend that it's long?^^" it's relevant to the story! Thxxx)

I brushed my hair, forcing it to brush through the tangles...I looked at the nightstand next to my bed and saw a pair of scissors on it. I looked back in the mirror and grabbed the scissors. Tears fell down my face as grabbed my hair...and began to cut it. My vision blurred as hair fell to the floor. I stared at myself again my hair was H/L (hair length) my  eyes were red and puffy. I pulled up my sleeves. They had scars all over them..I do regret hurting myself before but I can't think. I opened the scissors and ruffly dragged it down my arm. It hurt..a lot but I didn't stop. My soft sobs became slightly louder.
"Y/N are you ok, I heard cry-"
I turned around and faced the door, dropping the scissors.
It was Virgil.
"Oh my god Y/N!"
He ran over to me. I couldn't take it anymore I started sobbing loudly and uncontrollably. He wrapped his arms around me embracing me in a comporting hug. He kept saying,
"It's okay, you're okay, I'm here."
To me quietly while I leaned my head on his shoulder and sobbed. I heard more footsteps but I didn't care to look up. I knew that everyone was there. I suddenly felt another pair of arms and then another and another. In a matter of seconds they were all hugging me even Logan. I didn't know what to do, I'd forgotten what it felt like to be so loved and cared for I didn't know what to do.

Word count-525
Sorry this chapter was short! And very dark..I'm planning on ending the book soon and maybe writing another x reader for another fandom. What should it be on?

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