A/N:
Special thanks to Roseamanelle. :)
DATE: March 16th, Saturday
LUHAN’s P.O.V
Seeing Yixing stepped off my car, I got this feeling that I should get out too. I don’t know why but my heart beats faster. I started walking towards him and I feel my face is starting to heat up. ‘Why am I blushing?’
“Uhm… Thanks for today. I had a great time.” He said.
“It’s nothing. It’s the least I can do for you, to make you happy.” I replied.
He is about to enter their gate and suddenly, my arms were on his waist and back hugged him. I feel sad that I cannot be with him anymore. He’s leaving, for good. My vision started to get blurry.
“P-Please don’t go. Don’t leave me, us.” I pleaded as tears run down my cheeks.
He turned and faced me and put his arms around my neck and rested his chin on my shoulders, “You know that I cannot do that, Lulu. We can’t miss this opportunity remember? My parents already decided. We could still text or call or video call each other right? Please don’t be sad. Do it for me, ok?”
“Ok. I will miss you.” I replied.
At that moment, I wished that time would stop and stay like this forever. But that’s my own selfishness. I want Yixing to stay with me but I want him to have a better life too. ‘Should I confess to him? Will he like me back?’
He wiped the tears on my cheeks and patted my shoulder, “I know. I’m going to miss you too.”
“So, text me later ok? Good night Xing-Xing.” I said.
“I will. Good night. Be careful.” He replied waving at him.
I returned to my car with a red face and waved at him. ‘Why did I not tell him? Ugh! I suck in this confession thingy.’ I said to myself while banging the steering wheel in front of me. Good thing he already turned his back and he didn’t see it. I drove back home with regret. ‘Should I tell him on Monday since our schedule are the same?’ I was at home in no time and walked my way towards the dining area. Mom and Dad already had taken their seats.
“Oh Luhan, you’re here. Come on, grab a seat. Let’s eat.” Mom said.
I nodded. “Why are you early today?”
“We don’t have much work at the office today that’s why we came home early.” Dad replied.
“So, I heard from the maids that Yixing and your friends came here.” Mom said.
“Uhm. Yeah.” That’s all I can say.
“Did you tell him yet?” Dad asked.
Good thing that I have a pair of parents that understands me and never objects my decisions regarding who I was in love with. They accept me for who I am.
“No. I haven’t.” I replied with head backed down.
“And why? That was your chance.” Mom said.
“I-I was afraid that he won’t like me back.” I stuttered.
“What if he likes you too?” Dad added.
“I-I don’t know. He will leave me anyway.”
“Leave you? Why?” Mom said with a frown.
“His dad received a big job opportunity in Seoul and will take all of them with him. They will be leaving on the 25th.”
Mom and dad were shocked. They don’t know what to say.
“Let’s eat. The food is getting cold.” I said.
After dinner, I headed straight to my room and suddenly dad called me holding mom’s hands.
“Lu, wait.” Dad said.
“Yes dad.”
“If you truly love him, you should tell him. You’ll regret it if you don’t.” Dad said with his arms pulling me for a hug.
They both hugged me tight and said, “We support you on this because we love you. We want you to be happy.” I’m so lucky that they are my parents.
“Thank you. It means a lot. I love you too.” I said hugging them tight and kissing their temples. “I’m going to bed now.”
“Sure.” Dad said has he rubbed my head.
Walking towards my room, I suddenly felt my phone vibrating inside my pocket. I reached for the said device, unlocked it and saw Yixing’s text.
From Yixing <3:
Hey. Thanks again. Have you taken your dinner?
To: Yixing <3:
Yeah. I’m making my way into my room now.
From Yixing <3:
Ooh. So, I’m going to sleep now. I’m so tired. -___-
To: Yixing <3:
Ok. Good night Xing-Xing. <3
And then again, I didn’t tell him. I decided to put a heart on my text and it made my lips curl up into a smile. I tossed my phone on my bed and changed into my pajamas. I lay on my bed looking at the ceiling to think about things.
“Should I tell him?” I said as I made a big sigh and put my right arm on my eyes for me to sleep.
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Journal (SuLay)
FanfictionZhang Yixing, preferably known as Lay, is a Chinese high school student that moved to Korea to study at LSM High. Will he gain friends? Or even gain a lover?
