Journal (SuLay)

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DATE: March 24th, Sunday

LUHAN’s P.O.V

I woke up early on a Sunday morning. Wait, I didn’t got enough sleep. I tried to close my eyes and sleep but I couldn’t. He’s leaving. We’ll be miles apart. I could no longer kiss him, hug him and hold his hand. I know I’m just his best friend but I could not change the fact that I fell for him. Who wouldn’t? I mean he’s smart, witty, friendly, nice, athletic, a good dancer and singer, all of it. He’s perfect. I wish I have the power to stop time and be with him forever, but I guess he’s right. There might be someone out there for me.

I tightened my grip on his waist and started kissing his forehead multiple times. Each kiss that I made, tears from my eyes follows. It hurts. It really hurts.

“You know, you have the best way to wake me up. Way better than my alarm clock.” Yixing chuckled but I still continue to kiss his forehead. “Hey. You can stop now. I’m awake.” But I didn’t stop until Yixing felt a warm liquid that touches his forehead. He looked up and saw me crying. “Hey. Don’t cry.” Yixing looked up to face me. He cupped my cheeks and rubs his thumbs to wipe away my tears. “It’s alright. I’ll visit remember?” I nodded and snuggled onto him.

“You were the one who told me that we could always call or video chat each other and now, you are the one crying.” Yixing said as he rubs my back for me to stop crying.

“I’m really going to miss you, my Princess.” I said as I cry harder onto him.

“I’m going to miss you too. Stop crying and sleep. I’ll still be here when you wake up. We still have this day to have fun.” I nodded and try to fall asleep.

YIXING’s P.O.V

As for Luhan tried to fall asleep, I brushed his hair until he really is asleep and snores. And it did. He snored. Telling me that he’s already sleeping. I heared a knock from the door and it was slightly opened by someone. “Yi?” Mom said.

“Yes mom?” I sat up and felt Luhan’s grip on my waist tightened earning a chuckle from my mom.

“He surely don’t want to let you go.” She said.

“Yeah. I never see him so weak and broken.” I sighed.

“Well, I want you to help me.” Mom said.

“Sure. What is it?” I asked.

“Your things. We’ll send it to the courier so that we will have minimum baggages when we leave for tomorrow.” Mom answered.

“Oh. Ok. I’ll bring it downstairs as I try to find my way out of Luhan’s grip.” I said as mom nodded.

I tried to get off his grip but he wouldn’t let go of me. “Hannie, I’ll be back. I promise.” I felt his grip loosened and pecked his cheeks. I saw him smile and I stood up to grab the my things.