Misconceptions

Chapter 6

Ashley's P.O.V

"L...let me go? wait what!" I was so confused and I was in complete and utter pain. He didn't want me? us? But why?
"Why Jason," I whispered as I starred at his eyes, taking away my hands from his face and bringing them to my chest. He looked so hurt when I did that, making my heart beat faster.

"God dammit Ashley I didn't mean it the way you thought!" He ran his hand over his face in frustration and looked at me again, taking both of my hands in his warm ones. "I just marked you Ashley I would never reject you, ever." He took a deep breath before continuing. "I just... what I mean is that I want you to move away for a while, from me, and not to your dad's either, especially there. I want you to be far away from here until I clean the mess that's going on over here."

Relief flooded over me, but my heart still hurt.
"Jason that's not how it works!" I took my hand out of his as I continued. "I'm going to be you're pack's Luna one day and it should be my call to make not yours." At that point my voice began rising. "Second of all we just found each other! You can't just "take me away" like some rag doll because there is some danger that you forgot to mention to me!"

I was trembling from anger and hurt. I was not weak. I hate how women are seen as defenseless little creatures, even though we are far from that.

"Females aren't weak. I am not weak Jason and I hate how you just met me and are already calling the shots over me! You're not my dad you're my soulmate," I shouted in exasperation, wiping the angry tears that fell down my face.

"I'm not saying you're weak Ashley! I'm just trying to protect you. If anything happens to you, I won't be able to do shit for my pack! If anyone finds out about you right now, that your my mate, they will use you against me! Why can't you listen to me and trust me on this?!"

"So what? what are you going to do? Take me away from you until god knows when? Even if it took years??...I'm literally over my head right now because I feel like I'm out of the loop here of what's happening like why can't you just tell me and I can help you!" I looked at him as he kept starring at me, void of emotions.

"So you're just going to sit there and stare at me?" I asked him, feeling drained all of a sudden. Damn it I need to get out of here.

"I need some cool air...don't come after me," I said as I stood up from the bed getting ready to leave.

"Where the hell do you think you're going??" He asked as he held my wrist in a tight grip.

"No where I'm just going to clear my head. Don't worry unlike you I know what true mates are and I ain't leaving for shit."

With that I glared at him one last time before getting my hand out of his grip and leaving the room, but not before grabbing the clothes that I was wearing before I first got here.

I took of the undergarments and the shirt I was wearing and put them near a tree before shifting into my wolf.

I put my clothes and undergarments in my mouth and decided to leave the shirt I borrowed from Jason's closet near the tree.

I ran though the forest until I began seeing the houses nearby. It was already dark out, and the only lights showcased where those from the city.

I shifted back and put on my dark jeans and black shirt after wearing my undergarments.

I remember coming here every once in a while, after sneaking out from my pack. My dad was a control freak, with a huge temper. Sometimes I felt like he didn't even love me, but I learned to accept it over the years, as I drowned the loneliness with late night walks into the city and alcohol.