.................I saw seb and samantha kissing at that moment i was done with seb all this time all he did was
(srry i had to i love this song to death the meaning behind this is so freakin true)..anyways all he did was fake love me , he didn't deserve me he deserves samantha i ran upstairs to my room i didn't know oliver was there but anyways i told sophie what happened and i told that id sebastian comes looking for him that HE WILL NEVER SEE ME AGAIN CAUSE HE BROKE MY HEART 3 Times ALREADY sebastian obusialy came looking for me but i didn't open my room door but eventually i had to get out and finish the project with sophie im glad to have a sister like sophie literally i can tell her anything sebastian was in the same room as but i didn't bother to look at him every time i would hear him say something i would just feel a sharp pain in my heart anyways seb's mom was still at my house cause my mom and her were doing grades so sebastian spended the night but he wasn't with me he was in the guest room i finally laid my head on the bed around 10:00 i was scrolling through instagram and i see all these edits of me and sebastian and everytime i would see one there would be a tear going down my face and seb was reposting some edits captioned i miss you please talk to me .....i plugged in my phone and fell asleep
THE NEXT DAY
I woke up and checked the time it was 8:00 oh shoot i'm late for school i quickly showered and changed into this
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i got to school around 8:20 i walk into 1st period and luckily it was my mom so i walk to my seat and sit down sadly it was next to sebastian but i had eva next to me we had free time for about 20 mins cause my mom was doing grades me and eva were just talking till samantha came and sat in front of sebastian she gave me a look and then i looked at sebastian and i looked back *sigh* and like 2 mins later samantha yelled my name out i was across the classroom cause i moved
Sa=samantha So=sofia
Sa: Sofia
So:what the heck do you want
Sa:what happened to your brother sebastian and how did he die (she said laughing)
*the whole class was quiet* (sophie , oliver , lexany and eva looked at me )*
So: it's none of your business and STOP laughing *i said as a tear fell down my face*
Sa: HA HA HA HA HE DIED AND LOOK YOU LOST TO SEBASTIAN'S IN YOUR LIFE
* my mom interrupted and yelled at samantha she said lunch detention and stop laughing at someone for loosing a family member you clearly have not went through that yet you know how sad it is to hear someone say your son passed away and like don't ever say that in front of sofia cause she loved him to death and it's not funny ANYWAYS you guys have 9 more mins *
Us 4 (sophie , lexany , oliver and eva) sat down in a corner behind sebastian and we started talking and when samantha said i lost two sebastian's in my life it hit me cause it's true cause i did 😢we continued our work and then 1st period was over.
*skip to lunch*
Me and sophie headed back to my mom's classroom cause we had to do something and i walk in and i see samantha in detention but i also see sebastian with her they were just staring at us and my mom and sophie were like sofia tapping on me cause i was just staring thinking *i actually did loose sebastian but we didn't break up* and samantha laughed and said I HOPE YOU DIE HOE i just rolled my eyes and sighed then them 3 came in we were just chilling in my moms room at lunch i was so happy to have them around at- least they were trulyy the real friends (life tip - keep your circle small and find real friends and if they nothing to you cut them off) anyways sebastian was acting so freaking weird it was kinda annoying
we headed to algebra there was a substitute so we had free time the whole class and oliver got annoyed at sebastian and yelled at him across the classroom
*SEBASTIAN WHY IN THE WORLD ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THIS LIKE WHY YOU ARE NOT THE SEBASTIAN MOY I KNOW WHY DID YOU CHANGE YOU BROKE SOFIA'S HEART AND NOW YOU WANT TO ALSO IGNORE US LIKE WHAT HAPPEND TO YOU LIKE WHAT *
he just yelled back *shut the fuck up bro *
AT NIGHT
It was around 9:00 when i changed every time i go on instagram i see edits of us anyways i was going to go sleep and i got a text from seb
