𝓢𝓮𝓫𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪𝓷 𝓜𝓸𝔂 🌹❤️

Chapter 70

Sebastian was kissing Ashley and my heart shattered i screamed ''WTF SEBASTIAN'' and i ran home now i really don't wanna get back with him he lost my trust i got up to my room and locked and i just sat there and cried and cried and cried 

MY WORLD 🌎❤️💍

6 MISSED CALLS

MY WORLD 🌎 ❤️💍

10 MESSAGES

i just ignored them cause now i really don't want him back i'm done getting hurt by him 

CHEATER😭💔🙄: Sofia

ME: WHAT 

CHEATER😭💔🙄: i'm sorry she kissed me

ME: Sebastian i know i never have yelled at you like this but listen

CHEATER😭💔🙄: ..............

ME: also it might not make sense cause im shaking and crying

ME: WHEN ME AND CHRIS DATED MY LIFE WAS MISRABLE AND I THOUGHT WHEN I DATED YOU I WOULD HAVE A GOOD LIFE WELL I USED TO WHEN SEBASTIAN PASSED AWAY I WAS SO HAPPY I HAD YOU AT LEAST BUT SINCE THEN YOU SLOWLY STARTED TO DRIFT AWAY FROM ME YYOU WOULD KISS GIRLS THAT LIKED YOU AND THAT'S WHY WHEN MADISON SAID SHE LIKED YOU I REALLY DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING CAUSE I KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO CHEAT ON ME AGAIN I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME BUT YOU REALLY DIDN'T WAS ALL OF THIS JUST FAKE LOVE IM EVEN SCARED FOR ASHLEY NOW THAT YOUR GOING TO CHEAT ON HER WITH SAMANTHA SEBASTIAN I GAVE YOU MY TIME MY HEART MY LOVE MY EVERYTHING AND NOW YOU REPAY ME WITH THIS I WISH ME AND YOU CAN HAVE A REALTIONSHIP LIKE SOPHIE AND OLIVER LITERLLY THEY HAVE A GOOD ASS REALTIONSHIP LIKE SOMETIMES I GET JEALOUS YOU HAVE CHEATED ON ME NUMEROUS OF TIMES AND I THINK IM DONE LETTING YOU FLY BY I HAVE GONE THROUGH DEPRESSION BEFORE AND I DON'T WANT TO FALL IN THIS TRAP AGAIN WHICH IT LOOKS LIKE IM GOING TO I WISH I DIED CAUSE I DESEVED IT I LOVED YOU SEBASTIAN NOW I DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL ANYMORE I FELT SAFE IN YOUR ARMS I LOVED THINKING THAT SOMEONE CARED ABOUT ME AND LOVED ME I LOVED KNOWING THAT I HAVE A AMZING BOYFRIEND THAT LOVES ME CARES FOR ME AND IS ALWAYS HERE FOR ME WHICH TURNS OUT DOSEN'T I'M JUST HEARTBROKEN THIS SHIT ALWAYS HAPPENS TO ME LIKE WHY I GUESS YOU AND CHRIS WERE NOT THE ONES FOR ME I GAVE YOU WAY WAY WAY MORE CHANCES THAN I GAVE CHRS BECAUSE YOU ACTUALLY LOVED ME I'M SITTING HERE CRYING MY EYES OUT WHICH ISN'T HEALTHY FOR ME AND I'M STARING AT MY PITCURE FRAME OF ME AND YOU I'M LOOKING THROUGH THE PICS WE HAD TOGETHER THE MEMORIES LIKE THIS SHIT HURTS SEBASTIAN YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WE KNEW EACH OTHER  SINCE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL AND KNOW WERE SENIORS LOOK HOW MANY YEARS WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS AND OUT OF THOSE YEARS WE DATED FOR 3 OF THEM YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON I'M NOT GOING TO GO TELLING PEOPLE THAT YOU ARE NOT CAUSE YOU ARE SEBASTIAN I LOVED YOU AND NOW I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL ANYMORE AND ITS SAD TO THINK THAT SOMEONE YOU KNEW FOR A LONG ASS DAY CAN QUCKLY BECOME A STARNGER TO YOU AND ITS SAD TO WATCH SOMEONE YOU KNEW CHANGE INTO SOMETHING THAT THERE NOT I LOVED IT WHEN YOU CALLED ME BABYGIRL KT MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL I LOVED IT WHEN YOU WOULD KISS ME I WOULD LOVE IT WHEN WE WOULD CUDDLE AND WATCH MOVIES TOGETHER AND I STILL REMEMBER OUR FIRST DAY AND HOW THAT WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH TOGETHER HOW YU WERE THERE FOR ME THROUGH MY UPS AND DOWNS AND IT WOULD MAKE MY DAY WHEN YOU WOULD SEND ME PARGRAPHS AND I LOVED IT WHEN YOU WOULD PROTECT ME FROM OTHER BOUYS CAUSE I KNEW THAT YOU ACTUALLY CARED ABOUT ME BUT I GUESS I DON'T HAVE THSES STUFF IN MY LIFE ANYMORE I HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO FIGHT FOR MYSELF NOW THX FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME I USED TO LOVE YOU BUT NOW I DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL ANYMORE HERE LISTEN TO THIS ME AND YOU HAVE KNEW EACH OTHER SINCE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL BUT IT HAS BEEN ME AND YOU SINCE SOPHOMORE YEAR I REMEBER WHEN ME AND YOU STARTED TALKING I USED TO SHY AROUND YOU CAUSE I LIKED YOU SO MUCH I REMEMBER WHEN YOU ASKED ME OUT THAT DAY WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE SINCE THEN I LOVED YOU. i still do BUT I GUESS SOMEONE YOU KNEW AND DATED FOR 3 MONTHS WAS MORE IMPORTANT THAT SOMEONE YOU KNEW FOR 3 YEARS I WANT TO HATE YOU FOR PUTTING ME THROUGH THIS PAIN BUT I JUST CAN'T HATE YOU I CAN NEVER HATE YOU BECAUSE AT SOME POINT YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING . you still are wait are you BUT I GUESS SHE'S YOUR EVERYTHING KNOW BUT I HOPE SHE KNOWS HOW IMPATIENT YOU ARE I HOPE SHE SEE'S HOW YOU LAUGH WHEN YOU HEAR A PUN BECAUSE ITS CUTE WHEN YOU LAUGH I HOPE SHE SEE'S HOW CUTE YOU ARE WHEN YOU SMILE I HOPE SHE SEE'S HOW GOOFY YOU ARE I HOPE SHE'S EVERYTHING I WASN'T I LOVE YOU  

CHEATER😭💔🙄: Dang sofia im actually crying

ME: oh THIS SHIT HURTS TO READ EVEN

CHEATER😭💔🙄: I'M SORRY

ME: well im suspended for a week so i hope you have a good time with your new girlfriend and i will see you around the house bye sebastian i loveED you 

CHEATER😭💔🙄: bye and she's not my girlfriend i still love you not lovED you

    READ 6:00 pm

Sof:i was really heart broken i posted on my story '' real boyfriends are actually scared to loose their girl'' and everyone was asking me what's wrong but i didn't even wanna reply to them i changed into my pj and i sat in sophie's room with oliver and the kids and i played with them for awhile did my homework and sebastian's mom wanted to talk to me all she said that she was sorry that sebastian keeps doing this i was like ok and i realized i had my braclet on still but i didn't take it off i kept it on idek why and i saw sebastian around the house and i looked at his wrist he had it on to he looked at me and nodded his head i did the same 

*3 hrs later*

I edited a youtube video and i fell asleep crying.

Hey guys i knew this chapter wasn't that much the word count is 1162 because of the long paragraph gn guys love you