"Ain't no fucking break happening dawg I am Trynna be the nigga you want me to be why ain't that enough! " He says harshly
"The nigga I want and the nigga I need ain't the same thing" I said throwing his energy right back at him
"The fuck is you saying cause it sound like you want a new nigga"
"Did I say that"
"Did you deny it" He scoot his chair away from me clearly upset.
"What's understood doesn't have to be said what the hell" I tried to stress that to him
"Well I clearly don't understand wtf"
"OMG I am not asking to take a break to see other people but just for us to get space to think about stuff"
"Why the fuck we need to take a break to do that what you gone tell me next you moving out"
"I mean that would come with the space part yeah"
"Nigga no wtf is wrong with you"
"Okay first off calm down" I say to him
" You want me to calm down and you just told me you wanna leave me and move out"
"I didn't say it like that stop twisting shit around"
"So what every time we argue this is what you're gonna do just leave" He says running his hands down his face
"I didn't say that it's like you're not understanding what I'm saying at all"
"Nah I can't really understand why someone who said they'd be there is trynna leave me"
"Wait yes I do cause it always fucking happens" He says standing up and walking up I get up and follow him
"I'm not leaving you Twan we are still together it's just like this is the first time we've ever argued like this and I'm overwhelmed"
"So you leave okay that's nice" He says still walking ahead of me
"Can you fucking stop" I scream out and he stops walking but doesn't turn around . I move to touch him .
" Don't touch me right now dude for real" He says moving away from me
" I don't understand what is wrong"
"Shit got tough for the first time and you tried to leave "
"Not like tha-" I get cut off
"You ain't even try to just leave me you was leaving the whole building no text or anything"
"I was gonna text you when I got home"
"Before or after you packed your clothes and left "
"Why are you making this so hard " I sigh out
"Do you love me for real"
"What type of question is that of course I do Antwan " I damn near scream out.
"Then why is it so easy for you to leave me" He sighs
"You think this is easy for me I'm thinking of what's best for us so when that one fight comes that pushes us both to that point we don't leave for good"
" This break is to show us why we want and need to be together to show us how it feels to be apart and see how we feel when we are" I say
"That's the stupidest shit I've ever heard yeah let's have a mini break up to plan for a big break up shut the fuck up" He says staring at me
"Mane if this isn't what you wanted you should've said that and not led me the fuck on popping up with a mini break up mane get the fuck"
"You really got me fucked up you can shut the fuck up first off"
"You not gone do shit so shut that shit up"
"What you tryna do the fuck" I say trying to stay serious cause he sounding dumb as hell .
"Lyric get yo ugly sexy ass on somewhere like we finna fight or sum" He says
"Shit we can and I can't be ugly and sexy you dummy"
"I said what I said"
"Stupid"
"Cmere trick" I walk over to him and give him a hug & he just holds me rocking back and forth .
"Ma I don't wanna take a break I don't wanna leave you alone I just want you , I want us to get through this" He says still holding me
"I don't want that either but we been on repeat today make up argue over and over" I sigh out
"That shit is draining on both ends I know but you gotta know how deep that cut when you just said you wanted a break you all I got and you know this"
"I didn't say it to hurt you baby you have to know that"
"You've never did anything to intentionally hurt me that's why this hurt so deep" He pulls me to go sit down.
"Thug my ass" I laugh
"Haha crack them jokes ima thug but ima man who gone express his feelings to his ole lady" He starts hugging my waist
"Yeah yeah yeah" Then my phone dinged and I checked it
Carly- I'm pregnant .
I'm Baaaaack and I wanna give a shoutout to Doesntmatter05 they are the ONLY reason I updated again I was gone say fuck this book then I reread and saw their comments and made me feel like I was doing something right ! Shoutout to you frfr !
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