Losing Allison

Breathe

Allison's p.o.v
As I walk away , I stumble on my feet and trip. I stay on the ground for awhile , until Noah spots me. I look the other way to avoid him. He comes closer

"Are you okay?" He asks innocently
I roll my eyes
"No! I'm okay I don't need your help" I cross my arms and he ignores me.

He picks me up and takes me back to Tom's car. Once we got there, I get off and face the other way.
He leans on the car waiting for Tom.

We ignore each other for a bit but Noah decides to break the silence.
"Sorry...."
"Wait what. I couldn't hear you" I tease.
"I-I'm so-rry"
"Stop stuttering I can't understand" I tease once again.
"I'M SORRY OKAY!"
"Oh is that what you said, hmm , that's what I heard the first time you said it" I smile and he rolls his eyes. He grabs my cheeks and I tell him to stop. He keeps going and tells me
"You think your so smart"
"Hey stop it"
"Make me" he gets closer to my face . I panic and push him away. But he plants a kiss to my cheek and I turn all red. He laughs and I stand there holding my cheek.

Next thing I know, Tom is already walking towards the car with some bags in hand. We both look at Tom and he looks at us.

"What happened guys?" He walks over. We look at each other and laugh. Tom looks confused but let's us in the car.
I sit in the back while Noah helps Tom with the bags. But I over hear their conversation.

"How come you took Natalie out of the store?" Tom asked. "Do you have feelings for her?"
I panic and cover my mouth.
I see him look down but instantly answer
"no! Why would I ? This is stupid ,I'm going back to my seat" he gets in and I stay silent . Is it weird that I want him to like me? But that's not me. Wtf is happening. I snap out of it and lay back in my seat.

As soon as we got home, I run inside and lay on the couch. Noah says his goodbyes to Tom and closes the door behind him. I close my eyes for a second but notice that Noah went upstairs. I get up to see what he's up too.

I run upstairs and see Noah on his bed , looking up at the ceiling. I smile and lay down next to him.

"What are you thinking about ?"
He clears his throat and points to the sky.
"You see that outline on the wall?"
I look up and see an outline.
"Yeah . And what about it"
"Doesn't it look like an elephant?"
I tilt my head and see it.
I smile and say "I CAN SEE IT"
We both start laughing at the ceiling.

We turn to see each other and we stop laughing. We stay like this for about five minutes. He looked happy with the perfect smile. This is everything that I could have ever imagined.
He then snaps out of it and gets up . He heads to the restroom and I feel discouraged.
I lay there thinking of what I did wrong. I mean that stare was something but maybe he doesn't feel the same way I feel about him.
I slowly get up and head downstairs to watch T.V.

What if he doesn't like girls like me? What if us meeting was an accident? What if he is into guys? What if .......Ok I need to stop thinking negative . I have to do something.

As soon as Noah came downstairs, I rush towards him. He looks at me with confusion.

"What are you doing?"
"Oh nothing" I say while staring at him intensely.
"What's up? Why are you staring at me?"
"Nothing really, I just want to try something"
"Like what"
I lean my body on his and I feel his heartbeat fasten. I hold his hand once and he pushes me away.

"What are you doing?"
"Nothing"
"Stop flirting!"
"Never!"
He ignores me and walks over to the fridge.
I sit on the counter and he notices.
"What did I say?"
"Can I ask you something?"
I change the topic quickly.
"Uh What"
"What is this" I point to both of us.
"We're friends . Aren't we?"
I look down and realize that we are friends. We're not going anywhere. Are we?

"What's wrong?" He breaks the silence.
"Nothing" I turn around to avoid his gaze.
I look down at my feet and he notices.
"What's wrong?"
I ignore his question .
Then out of no where he's in front of me.
"Now . I'm going to ask again. What's wrong?"
"Nothing" I turn away.
He meets my eyes once again but I keep turning on the counter. He get's annoyed and finally stops me.
He held my hand while looking into my eyes. I try to turn but he has a strong grip.  He's now in between my legs that are dangling from the counter. I look down but his finger brings me up to his gaze.
"What!"
"Tell me what's wrong"
"No!"
"No?"
He then rubs my thighs.
"What are you doing"
"Trying to get you to talk" he smiles and rubs.
I smack his hand and he flinches.
"Keep your hands off"
"Get down from my counter"
"No"
"Fine"
He puts both of his hands on my lap and I act as if nothings wrong. When in my head, he's turning me on. I turn away once more but he ends up bringing my head to face his.
"Uh your so annoying"
"Oh I'm so annoying, says the one who's on my counter"
I look down and get off his counter. He walks away thinking he won. He's such a tease that little.....

"What do you want to eat?"
I look at him and he smiles . What a piece of shit.

"Get me anything" I put on a fake smile and walk away from him.

30 minutes later
I watch Noah as he places the food on the table and realize that it's my favorite food.

Lasagna!

I get excited and he gives me my plate. I swear to you when I say that I devoured that shit.

He looked at me as if I was crazy. I looked at him thinking there's more.

"There's more in the kitchen"

I smile and I run to the kitchen to get more. All he does is laugh and eat his food.

To be honest , I don't care if people don't like what I do because I couldn't care less.

So here we were eating and talking about anything.