Losing Allison

DrUnK

Allison's P.O.V
5 Hours Before
As I ran through the house while yelling at the top of my lungs. I decided to snoop through Noah's drawers because why not. I find a photo of him and some girl. I look at the back and it says "2 years together" . Aww. I .don't .care .
I lay on his bed not knowing what to do. I get up and put some clothes on. I ended up going to the market because it's too boring in the house. I did lock it because I have the keys. Hehe. I grab myself some red wine and pay for it. Using Noah's credit card :)
I leave with the biggest smile.
As soon as I got in the house, I drink the wine and watch the TV. Feeling satisfied. Hmm this is pretty good. I drink more and more. Until everything looks fuzzy and I feel funny. I laugh and laugh. Jump on the couches and dance around.
Next thing you know it. I'm on the counter ,singing and dancing with the wine in my hand.
Noah notices and I sing to him. All he does is leave his mouth open. Does not know how to close his mouth ^~^
"Hey what happened?"
"You happened" I laugh to myself.
"Get down"
"No!"
"What?"
"Make me!"
He grabs my waist and brings me upstairs.
"Hey! Put me down"
He lays me down on the bed and tucks me in.
"Where did you get the wine from?"
"The market" I giggle.
"I told you not to go out!"
"And! It's boring here"
"Whatever. Sober up" he gets up but I pull him towards me and he falls on top of me.
I laugh and laugh.
I point at his face "you know I like you noah. Like a lot. I can't comprehend how much I like you noah"
He looks at me with soft eyes and I keep telling him what I feel towards him.
"I wish that you could finally kiss me. I want to feel your lips press against mine. I want to feel your tongue play with mine in an embracing way. Oh Noah. Why can't you?"
He gets up and rushes to turn off the light.
"Get some sleep"
"Okay Noah. Oh wait"
He turns around
"I love you Noah :)"
I fall asleep with a shocked Noah watching over me.

Next morning
I woke up with the worst hangover ever. I walk over to the restroom where I could hear the shower. I get closer but end up pucking in the toilet.
"Gross!" Noah yells out
"I'm human!" He laughs.
"Oooo Noah looking fine as always"
"Get out"
"Whatever"
I leave but end up going back in the restroom to puke some more.
"Ah!"
"What I'm dying!"
"Your not dying! Just tell me when your done so I can change"
When I was done, I sat and waited for him to get out.
"Hey! Your still here" I nod.
"Get lost NATALIE!"
"Fine. IM GOING!"

I go downstairs and wait for Noah. I play with my fingers while I wait. He's taking forever!!

"Hey. Want to go somewhere?"
"Hmm. Where?"
"The park?"
"Sure"
"Alright get ready!"
He runs to upstairs and I do the same. We change into something comfortable and head to the park. This is exciting. We sing along to songs on our way there. As soon as Noah parked the car, we both started a race towards the playground. I felt like a kid with him and I was excited. We played games and ate ice cream.
We then sat on the grass with our ice creams.
"You liking the park?"
"I am. Are you?"
"Yeah. When was the last time you came to the park?" Noah asked.
" I was 8 years old"
"Wow"
"What about you?"
" I was six years old"
"That seems like a long time ago"
"Yeah I know right"
"I'm glad that I got to come here with you"
"Me too." We laugh and finish our desserts. We then put our hands down but end up putting our hands on top of each other. I look at our hands and Noah interlocks his fingers with mine. I instantly get shy but hold his hand tighter. We look at each other and Noah looks at my lips. I panic and remove my hand. I look the other way .
"Sorry" he apologizes
"It's not your fault" I reassure him.
"I'll be right back. I need to use the restroom"
He gets up and leaves. What did I do? Did I make it look like I didn't want him? Because I do.
After a couple of minutes, Noah and I decided to drive up to the beach.
"Why are we going to beach?" Noah questioned
"I want to show you something"
As I pull up to the parking lot, we get out and head towards the ocean. I take off my shoes so that I could walk better on the sand. Noah walks behind me. I wanted to try and cheer him up because I want him to be happy. I grab his hand and lead him towards the part of the beach that I wanted to show him. It's private.

"Why are we the only ones here?"
"No more questions. Just trust me"
He nods and follows.
We finally get there and I point.
"See the sunset is almost here!"
He smiles and stands next to me.
I held his hand and he did the same.
"It's coming!" He screams.
Moments later and we both see the sunset.
"It's beautiful"
"Sure is" he reassures me .
I face him and he gets confused.
"What are you doing?"
"Noah?"
"Yeah?"
"Sorry for making you sad earlier"
"Oh. It's nothing"
I look down while I say"It's something. I act as if I don't want you..when.. I .. do....I... love you Noah" I finally say and look at Noah. He smiles and I look at his lips. He catches on but I kiss him first. I back away embarrassed but he instantly kisses me after holding me in his embrace.

I will always treasure this moment. :)