Heartbreak Girl (GOT7 Jinyoung)

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"You call me up,
It's like a broken record
Saying that your heart hurts
That you never get over him getting over you."

The ringing sound breaks through the silent night, pounding loudly on the side table. The boy groans, lifting his head from the pillow. The name which appears on the screen make him widens his eyes. He swipes the green button to let the person on the other line speak.

A voice whimpers through the line.

"Jinyoung.." sobbing sound comes with the whimper, his heart races. He takes a quick glance to the clock on the wall, it shows 2 o'clock in the morning.

"Why?" he winces when he heard himself replying but together with his wince, his heart start pounding with anxiety. "What's wrong?" as soon as the question comes, the person from the other line starts crying. Instantly, his heart drops.

"Hey hey. Talk to me. Don't cry please?" he scrambles to sit on his bed and thread his hair down.

"We fight again." she sobs. "It's becoming worse Jinyoung. He doesn't want to talk to me anymore." the other line is fill with quiet sob and halting voice. She continues to talk about the fight they went through that night. Every sentence ends with heartbreaking wail.

"I-" she cries again.

Jinyoung's chest pounds with worry as the cry gets more restrained and heartbreaking.

"I'm coming over."

"There's no need anymore." she stops him. "We are over. It's over Jinyoung. It's over." she repeats again and again.

Jinyoung lets out a sigh. "He can't be serious right? He loves you." he replies.

The girl's cry becomes more heartbreaking and heart wrenching. "He said we are not going to get together anymore."

"Why does it feels so painful Jinyoung? Why? " she cries, breaking the boy's heart as well.

"My heart hurts so bad.. He doesn't love me anymore."

"I thought he was kidding when he said he's over me that day." Jinyoung gulps as the girl's breath is short and painful and he shush the girl to calm her down.

It doesn't help.

"He is really over me. He doesn't even think I'm that important. I'm not important enough for him, Jinyoung." she weep.

"You are not unimportant. Stop saying that. He's so stupid for thinking he's over you." Jinyoung grits his teeth.

"No. I am not important-"

"Will you listen to me? He does not worth the cry. You are important. He's so stupid. You should know that better than anyone. How can you say that?" Jinyoung's stern voice blast through the phone, emphasizing each word.

"Why are you torturing yourself like this?" he mutters slowly. "Why are you letting yourself crying over a stupid boy? He doesn't worth your tears."

The other line goes silent.

"And you end up crying
And I end up lying,
Cause I'm just a sucker for anything that you do"

"Do you think he's not over me, Jinyoung?" she asks.

Jinyoung stops himself from letting out a sigh of frustration. Out of all things he had said, she picked up the one he hates the most.

Fake assurance.

He sucks in a deep breath and reply, "He loves you once. He should still loves you."

He lies. He knows how boys are. He knows who the boy is. The boy they are talking about. His attitude and his playthings- he's just too famous among boys. He's clearly a player, top-notch, the best in his field.

And his bestfriend is just another girl who got dumped after he had enough of her.

"He should. Right?" her voice returns to normal. She is no longer whimpering, only a few sobbing to gather herself.

"Of course." he lies again. What would he do? He's just a sucker for everything that she does.

"You shouldn't be crying. Please don't cry anymore." he pleads. It's not that he hate calming her down. He hates to see her crying over some dumbass who think they own girls. He doesn't want her to waste her tears for things like this.

"And when the phone call finally ends,
You say, "Thanks for being a friend, "
And we're going in circles again and again"

"I'm sorry that I wake you up." her voice pulls him out of his thoughts. "You must be sleeping." she says.

"No. I was reading a book."

"Yeah like you are that kind of person who are still up at 2 am." she laughs.

It calms him when he finally hear the laugh that has been missing the whole night.

"I'm hurt that you think of me that way." he jokes. The pain in his chest goes away, replaced by overflowing love.

"You are so nice, Jinyoung."

"I swear I am already immune to that phrase." he replies.

"Thanks for being a friend." Jinyoung can hear her smile even through the phone. He fake a smile, sadly, it's not what he want to hear. But he brace himself again to joke around.

"A friend? I'm just a friend?" he says like he is offended.

She laughs from the other line and answers "Okay fine. My bestfriend. My one and only bestfriend. My forever bestfriend. Now. I'll let you sleep." she concludes.

"Finally. I thought I'm not getting any sleep."

"You wish." she says and the line goes silent. The phone call ends, leaving him lying across the bed. His chest heaves heavily.

Another midnight call ends. But he knows, this won't be the last time he listen to this kind of midnight talk. And they are going in circles again and again.

He just really hopes he's not going to be only her bestfriend forever.

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