Best Of Us ~Bts X Reader(Rose)

Twenty Eight

Time skip mid 2016

Dear Diary

I've finally got my shit together & got over my issue's & myself. Uncle Bang only wanted the best for me & wanted to help me anyway he could. Because I've always been on my own, I thought I didn't need anyone, how wrong I was. I missed Uncle Bang, Sung Deuk & everyone else. I loved my time with my adopted parent's, but I didn't feel like myself at all.

So here I am back in Korea & back at Busan High School. I'm only here to help out & not as a teacher, I'm just subbing until I find something permanent. Everyone is friendly & seems to have gotten over their prejudice. I haven't told anyone I'm back. I'll keep subbing till I'm ready. I also told the headmaster when he called, not to tell Bang PD that I'm back. He promised, since he felt bad when I left, cause he also heard the nasty things people said about me when I was gone.

Time skip to January 2017

Everyone knows I'm back now, we had our little heart to heart, we cried & laughted & had a little get together. I found out about all the hardships Big Hit had, financially & how the boys suffered with prejudice & haters. But things are looking up for them. They had their first win at a music show in 2015 & since then things got better. Won album of the year at MAMA last year, that I watched since I was here, but with that came alot of hate as well. They have been through so much.

I got called in to the headmaster today. Their is a show that wants to do a suprise you could call it for Jimin. Since I was his teacher back then, they want to interview me. I dont know if it's a good idea, what if some of the boys recognise me, I don't think they will remember me. But I'm scared, what will Yoongi's reaction be. He will definitely remember me. Or he might not, who knows. My time here is almost up anyway, so if the stories start again, I want to be long gone.

Time skip 2 weeks

~So Rose, have you given any thought to my offer~ Uncle Bang asks.
~I have & I think I'd love to work for you again, I miss everyone at Big Hit~ I say.
~So you are fine working with Bangtan~ Uncle Bang asks.
~I can't keep avoiding them forever, I mean I sneak around like a criminal when I visit~ I say.
~Why, because I had some feelings towards them, when they were underage~ I say.
~It was actually kind of funny to watch, one moment I would be talking to you & the next you would have ducked away somewhere~ Uncle Bang says.

~I had so many bruises from suddenly diving behind things~ I say.
~I'm doing a interview for a show the boys are going on, some of them might recognize me, so maybe after that would be a good idea to introduce me as a new manager/stylist~ I say.
~ That's a great idea Rosie, I'll tell them that we are adding someone new but just that, I'll leave it as a suprise~ Uncle Bang says.
~That's fine with me, maybe have a little welcome party at the company~ I say.
~Then it's settled~ Uncle Bang says.

February 2017
New Yang Nam show

I was so nervous, I was at the back lurking while they recorded the show. What will their reaction be when they see my face. So the show started & they seemed to have fun. They were so humble & comfortable with each other, not to mention so cute & funny. My heart beated so fast, I made myself believe it was because I was nervous, but in truth they made my heart flutter. I hoped to be over this feeling I had for them. This attractions that I felt towards them, guess I was wrong. This will be harder then I thought, being around them will be difficult, to act normal & natural.