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Follow Rose in exploring her past to find more then she expected, how she meets Jin, Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoseok, Taehyung & Jimin. How she sends them on a path without them r...
After the party, I convinced Sung Deuk to just let it be. Let them think he is my boyfriend, it would be the best for everyone. We left for their Wings tour, some of them were friendly & nice, where as others were just barely civil towards me. & when I say some I mean Yoongi. Sometime's his facade off I don't give a fuck would slip & I would see his gummy smile.
Taehyung really is unique, he's been the nicest so far. He always make me feel comfortable. I didn't write about him much, since we didn't spend much time together, but there is something about him. I feel myself drawn to him, I didn't expect that.That he's too beautiful doesn't help, since I just want to touch him to check if he's real.
Let's talk about Jungkook, WOW has the bunny grown up. From when I wanted to squeeze his cheeks out of cuteness to lighting my body on fire. He still has that determination that I admired & the reason I put him on my list. But now that I have gotten to know him, talk about smouldering looks, they make my heart skip a beat, but I'm not sure what they mean, it's like he doesn't like me at all, even on a friend level. If looks could kill, between him & Yoongi, I don't know how to act.
Jimin's still his cute, caring self & now that we work together he's been showing more kinship, he's like that with Bangtan too but sometime's there is a look in his eyes that gives me goosebumps. He is angelic, but the look in his eyes are sinful. How do I contain myself with all of them.
Thank goodness they still think I have a boyfriend. It helps me control my perverted mind too. WHY AM I LIKE THIS?? How can I be attracted too 7 men at once. WTF!! How is that even possible? The way each of them make me feel are so different, but so similar in ways. It's confusing as hell.
Let's just focus on the tour. It's been a fun ride so far, I don't know how the boys do it. The concerts, the tight schedules, all the practise in between & working on a new album, it's very tiring. & now in between that there is the Billboard awards in a few weeks. Of course we are all super proud & excited for them. But it's just one more thing that wasn't planned for, they were suppose to take a small rest, now they only have a few days & not almost 2 weeks.
May 21 2017 Billboard Awards
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They won Top Social Artist Award. OMW, they sure have amazing fans. Time to celebrate, after the awards everyone went back to the hotel to have some fun. Sung Deuk just wanted to phone his real girlfriend & then go to sleep, so I'm left alone with the boys, without my shield. Well I'm not completely alone, some of the staff are here, so we sit in a corner & drink together, letting the boys have their fun while we watch in amusement at their giddyness.
I'm so nervous & drink one shot after the other, hoping one of them don't start talking to me about other stuff other then work. After a while I just silently fall asleep, the nerves & work taking it's toll on me. I wake up when someone lifts me up to carry me to my room. I hear Sung Deuk say that I should go back to sleep. So without a second thought, I close my eyes again.
~I'll be back later to get her things~Sung Deuk says to the boys. ~Ok, we will be a wake for a while still~ Jimin says.
Bangtan's P.O.V
Namjoon gets up to go to the bathroom, getting his foot stuck on my backpacks strap in the process. Wiggling his foot he sends half of the content flying out of the half open bag.
~Argh, seriously~ Jin says. ~Sorry, it wasn't on purpose~ Namjoon says. ~Let just get everything back in there before Sung Deuk comes back~ Jimin says. ~Ohh, what's this a diary~ Taehyung asks. ~Let me see...~ Hoseok says. ~No, guys you can't.....~ Namjoon says. ~WTF, why are all are name's in here~ Hoseok interrupts Namjoon ~What~ All of bangtan shouts. ~She writes about us~ Yoongi asks out of know where. ~Yay, You scared me, I thought you were asleep~ Hoseok says who was sitting next to Yoongi.
~Well let's see what se wrote~ Yoongi says. ~I don't know guys, personal space & such~ Jimin says. ~Oh come on, we don't know much about her, but somehow she knows us & even wrote about us, we deserve to know~ Jungkook says.
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