Looking for You { L.H }

Just Be Mine

Lukes POV

"Why does this alway happen?" I asked

"What?" She question. I could tell she was playing dumb so I would get annoyed and leave.

"I know you're playing dumb. I'm staying here until we have worked everything out." I say sitting next to her on the bed.

"Well stay here as long as you need" She says ay and start to get off the bed and walk away.

Do something. Don't let her walk away that easily.

I grabbed her waist and pulled her back down on to my lap.

She just turned to me and started to cry.

I've known Chris for 12 years and she never cries.

"Why are you crying?" I ask rubbing he back. She just shook her head no and continued to cry.

"Chris talk to me please" I begged.

"Fine" she said getting off my lap and stood in front of me. " Ever since your band has become popular there's never enough time for me. I know I sound selfish but it's true. I went from hanging out with you everyday and seeing you like once a week? And whenever we hangout the boys are almost always around. Don't get me wrong I love them but sometimes I just want it to be me and you. Also whenever we hangout we always end up fighting. You have turned into a selfish person. You never notice what's going in around you. You haven't noticed that I miss you, that I have been getting bullied, that..." She trails off.

She it 1oo% right. Wait she never finished

"And what?" I ask really nervous

" nothing" she said. I will leave it for now but I will get it out of her.

She storms out if the room with tears in her eyes.

I decided to let her cool down before I go and talk to her again. I am pacing around her room looking for the worlds to say.

It breaks my heart to see the girl I love cry. I have had the biggest crush on Chris since we were 12.

I just wanna tell her how I feel. I wanna be able to call her mine.

I looked over at her picture wall and most of the pictures were of us. I sat down next in the corner of her room next to her guitar and I look over at her bed.

I see a corner of a notebook stick out between her mattress and the base.

I walked over and flipped through the pages and read through all the pages.

This was her journal and songbook. I flipped to the last page that was written on and the title was 'Just Be Mine'

I read through the lyrics

You say I don't treat you right

I say that you're too uptight

Then we have a stupid fight

I don't mean to hurt you but I do

Break up and I take you back

Make you have a heart attack

Boom boom, it's a heart attack

I don't mean to hurt you but I do

Be my buttercup, be my star

Beat it like a drum, beat it hard

Even though I'm out in the night

Even though I'm wrong, just be mine