Looking for You { L.H }

Lost Feelings

Christine's POV
I've been with the boys for about a week and Luke and I have been fighting a lot more. When we fight I always storm off (which is hard concise ring we are now on a tour bus) which leaves me and my thoughts to wonder wherever they please.
I've been thinking a lot about Luke and I'm afraid he's going to break my heart because that's what he does, well ever since he has become famous.
I quietly open the door to the bunk room to grab my pjs. Since Luke and I got in another fight I've been in the game room/ lounge lost in my thoughts for three hours and it's now 2am.
I try to grab everything I need and get the hell out of the room but I freeze when I hear Luke say my name from his bed, so close to escaping damn.
"Yeah?" I ask not turning around to face him
"Can we talk?" I asks
"Um I'm really tired can we do it tomorrow?" I ask because I'm not ready to talk to him yet
he lets out a big sigh "fine"
I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding and continued to walk out of the bunk room.
I reached the bathroom and washed my face then brushed my teeth and changed into my pjs. I grabbed my dirty clothes and made my was towards the game room, which is wear I will be sleeping tonight.
** next morning**
I woke up to whispering
"Shut up I'm trying to sleep" I mumbled into my pillow but they contained to whisper
"I said shut up" I said throwing a pillow in the direction of the whispering
"Sorry" I hear them say
"Michael what are you doing up" I sighed sitting up and making room for him
"It's like 2 in the afternoon" he chuckled
"Oh well where is everyone?" I asked
"They're out sight seeing because we have the day off" he said
"Oh" I said slightly shaking my head "why aren't you out with them and don't tell me you wanted to stay here to watch me because I'm a big girl and I can watch myself" I said looking at him
"No I want to talk to you" he grinned
"About what?" I asked about skeptical
"Luke" he gave me a soft smile
"Why" I said making a confused face
"You guys have been fighting a lot lately and I want to know if everything's okay?" He said
"Everything's just peachy" I said giving him a fake smile
"Seriously Chris you don't have to pretend around me"
"I'm not pretending" I said crossing my arms
"Chris I know you to well so drop the fake smile and tell me what's up" he sighed
I thought about it for a seconds and I felt Mikey's thumb under my eyes
"why'd you do that?" I asked
"You're crying" he sighed
"Fine" I said with a sigh "I'm afraid Luke is going to break my heart because that's who he has become. I miss the old him because he's become selfish, like the fame has gone to his head and I don't know who he his anymore" I sighed
"So that's how you feel" I hear someone behind me and we both snapped out heads to the door to see a not very happy looking Luke standing there.
"I'll leave you two alone" Michael said then ran out of the bus.
I stood up and walked toward Luke but he backed up
"So I came in to get my jacket and I heard you and Michael talking and you saying that you think I'm selfish and the fame has gone to my head" he said annoyed.
"Well it's true. You've changed Luke, you've changed" I said with a soft voice
"Everyone changed" he exclaimed
"But you changed so much. I don't even know who you are anymore" I said shaking my head, trying not to raise my voice "that's part of the reason I agreed to being your girlfriend because I was hoping I could get to know the new you or bring back the old you"
"So you agreed to be my girlfriend so you could get to know me, not cause you liked me or anything right?" He scoffed
"No I really like you, the old you" I sighed, still keeping a soft voice
" Well know I know how you really feel" he scoffed again
"You know what? This was a mistake" I said shaking me head
"What was?" He asked
"Coming here, with you. Falling in love, with you" I said, running my hands through my messy hair.
"Then leave" he shouted
"Fine" I shouted back and stormed off towards the back room.
I grabbed a pair of dark wash ripped jeans with a loose gray shirt and quickly changed.
I slipped on my white converse and zipped up my suitcase.
I did one last check of the tour bus for any of my stuff and didn't find anything.
I grabbed my suitcase and made my way towards the door.
"Luke I don't have any feelings for you anymore" I sighed "bye Luke" I whispered the last part.
"Bye" he whispered.
I took one last glance at him and walked out the door
"Where are you going?" Ashton asked
"I'm leaving" I said giving him a soft smile
"Well we'll miss you" Calum said and they each gave me a hug.
As Michael hugged me he whispered something in my ear "I'm sorry but stay strong and I'll talk to you later tonight" then let go.
I gave him a smile and made my way towards the airport.
I know I hurt Luke and it hurt me to but it needed to be done because I'm saving myself from more pain later.
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