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Chapter 5- Two Weeks

It's been two weeks since J unadded me.

I still don't know what I did wrong, and I miss him a lot.

He was like one of my closest friends and I told him everything.. maybe he got tired of me.

I still remember one time he mailed me a card from Seoul cause he knows I want to travel around the world and go to South Korean.

The address is was sent from got marked out so I couldn't send him anything in return, but he said he didn't want anything so it was okay.

God I miss him.

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God I miss her.

I miss the way she would sometimes just respond with reaction pictures instead of actual words.

I miss the way she would send me weird and funny pictures of her when I was being stupid...

The only living memory I have left of her is the multiple screenshots of her I have in my gallery.

I'm not going to dare tell Namjoon I have those, he will probably delete them.

I haven't spoken to him much since that all happened, I'm still upset with him.

I also still have her address but that's useless.

Unless... I can still send her the Christmas present I was planning on buying...

And maybe slip in my number... what Namjoon doesn't know won't kill him.

I also have her Instagram's... but I swore to her that I wouldn't look at her personal one.

She said she was scared that it would change my opinion of her to look at it because apparently it 'makes her look like a normal 21st century teen'.

I'm going to buy her Christmas present.