I smile softly as I stop on the selfie of Jimin on instagram.
I like it before scrolling on.
After I left Jimin and I talked nonstop, but gradually we both grew busier.
Once in a while he will text me but it never goes anywhere.
I really miss him, and the others.
I still have this deep guilt and sadness from Taehyung being mad at me, and not even coming to eat with us before I left.
He never texted me, or responded to my messages.
"You okay?" Maria asks and I nod.
"Yeah, I'm fine" I say as I smile.
"Well the stylists want us all to try on a few dresses-or outfits for the AMA's" She tells me and I turn my phone off and stand up, nodding.
"I'll have prettiest dress, of course"I joke and she nudges me in the side, making me laugh.
I don't like choosing dresses and clothes if I'm being honest.
I'm a horrible decision maker.
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"We are not going with tan. It's so boring-we want to pop" Seoyeon argues with Cindy.
"What about peach?" Jiyoo asks.
"That sounds pretty, but we want our outfits to be remembered" Seoyeon states.
"Burgundy?" Maria asks.
"I'll get back to you" She responds.
"How about we all have different dresses but all of them be white?" Minseo asks.
"I like your mind" I state and she grins.
"Okay well I call a long, tight one" Jiyoo immediately calls out.
"I want a sweetheart neckline!" Maria shouts and then all hell breaks loose as everyone starts calling our what they want.
I end up getting a long, tight at the top and grows looser as it gets longer dress. It's shorter in the front, stopping below my knees.
It has lace flowers along the top and running downwards.
"I think I'm ready for my wedding" I gush as I twirl in the dress.
"I'm not" Jiyoo says as she looks at her butt in the dress, making me snicker.
"Okay I'm getting out of this so I can go take a nap" I say tiredly.
The stylists help me out of the dress and to put it up before my phone buzzes.
I grab it and check it before having to do a double take.
"You okay?" Seoyeon asks and I nod slowly.
"I'm fine, just... Taehyung texted me" I say and they all stop and look at me.
"Taehyung as in Kim Taehyung? BTS Taehyung? The Taehyung who got so mad at you leaving that he ignored you and hasn't talked to you since you left?" Cindy asks and I nod.
"Well what does he want?" Minseo asks and I look back down at my phone, putting my finger print in and letting my phone open up to the text.
I make sure he can't see that I saw the message before reading it aloud.
"He just said 'hi' with three periods" I say and look up.
"Oh damn" Maria whispers and I shake my head.
"I'm going to my room, love you guys" I smile before rushing to my room and shutting the door.
Me
Hello
Tae
Who is this?
Me
What?
Tae
My friend went through my contacts and changed most the names and now I don't know who anyone is
Me
Oh
Tae
So who is this?
Me
Karissa
I get no response.
I groan into my pillow before sighing and rubbing my eyes.
I sit back up and look down at my phone and then away.
"We used to be close but then you broke and left me" I sing quietly as I look at my feet.
"You act like I was never there for you" I add as I furrow my eyebrows lightly before raising them.
I quickly rush to my piano and grabbing some paper as I begin writing lyrics down.
Am I using my sadness to get fame? In a way, yes.
In another way, of course.
A/N I have like five drafts just sitting here so might as well publish a few of em before starting to write ;))
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Snapchat | BTS
FanfictionIn which a certain Park Jimin accidentally adds the wrong person and becomes friends. But what if the mysterious person was a fan of BTS and only knew Jimin as J? It all started with a Snapchat..
