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the video of vixx performing so hot by wonder girls is haunting me, someone please save me
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dear hyunjin,
the costume that i had worn on that fateful night was tucked away in my closet, far from my sights.
when i took one glance at it, i could see my past self dwelling in the pain that you brought upon me.
it was my turn to distance myself from you as i tried to pull myself back together but how do you a heal broken heart?
bang chan, felix, woojin and changbin tried their best to remedy the situation but it was no use since the damage was already done.
i had no more tears left to cry and my voice was so hoarse from screaming out in anger.
i wasn't prejudiced when it came to the lgbt community but the fact that you had led me to believe that you really loved me was what hurt me the most.
it was as clear as day that you had only used me as a cover up from whatever hate you could have recieved if anyone had found out about your sexuality.
how did i not notice the subtle glances that you and seungmin exchanged or how your hugs tend to linger a little longer than our own greetings.
all those times that you blew off our dates, does that mean that you were somewhere else with the person you truly loved?
because if it is, then i congratulate you for making me believe that love could be possible when the truth was that it was just a game that children liked to play with.
for once, i thought i had a chance at proving those cliches wrong but it just backfired in my face.
i used to think that these things only happened in movies but now i understood.
i understood the pain that they went through since i had been through it all.
though the question still remained.
why are we always hurt the most by the people who mean the world to us?
sincerely, haesul
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