Chubby!Male!Fan!ReaderxGermany

Do You Miss Your Home?

Ludwigloved to have you in his lap, he would rather have you sitting on hislap more than anywhere else. He loved to be sitting down and pull youdown so you were sitting right on his lap, his chest pressed againstyour back tightly. He'd wrap his arms around your waist and hold youstill. He'd let his chin rest on your shoulder and kiss along yoruneck.

"Ludwig?"

"Jaliebe? (Yes love?)" He hummed, his breath as he husked the wordsslightly tickling you but you were used to it.

"Doyou miss your home...your dimension-where you are Germany?" Youasked and he got silent and you bit your lip worried that you hadtouched a sore spot. He turned you so that you were sitting on hislap sideways so that your legs laid out on one side of his lap andyour back was cradled by his arm on the other side. You waited forhim to move you from his lap or just keep quiet and you'd drop it.

Theone thing you weren't expecting him to cup your pudgy face in hislarge hand and tilt your head up so your (eye color) pools stareddeep into his baby blue orbs. "Someways I do, I miss mein bruder,(my brother,) my friends, even the annoying World Meetings," hesmirked when you gave a chuckle. "But in the end if I hadn't comehere I wouldn't have you, and you're my home." He kissed yourforehead, "and I wish I could show you off to all of them," hegave a rare smirk as you blushed, "but what brought this on?" Heasked and could tell that you suddenly felt bad and were looking awayfrom him.

Hedidn't say anything waiting for you to say it in your own time. "It'sjust that...you lost it all Luddy. Your older brother, I know howmuch you care for him, you don't show it much but you love him a lot.And your friends." You added and he smiled at you thinking that wasit.

"Ofcourse I love my bruder (brother) and friends." He agreed, "he'smy family, and though he doesn't know you yet, you are now his familyto; we are a package item." He added with a chuckle, "he might beloud, arrogant, and way too relaxed but he is a good mann (man) he isalways there when you need him and I am sure he will love you andtake you in as another little brother. And Kiku and Felicano willlove you to." He assured but you frowned and looked down, you weresmiling so much but then were suddenly frowning again. "Liebe?(Love?)"

"Feli?"You asked and he nodded but suddenly got it and kissed you roughly.

"Nein!(No!) Don't think like that Name," He whispered stroking your pudgycheeks lovingly. "I don't feel romantic for him and he doesn't forme." He assured you and kissed both your eyelids, "I only wantyou in that way." He whispered and you smiled at him and leaned upto press your lips to his.

"Dankeschatz, (Thank you sweetheart,)" you whispered and sighing nuzzledinto his neck. "I guess I just...don't feel...worthy I guess."

"Worthy?"Ludwig echoed and you pulled back so that you could look up at himand nodded.

"Yeah...you'reso perfect. You are loyal, strong, good, sweet, and though you try tohide it you are very kind." You smirked mischievously teasing him,"you have the eye for organization, you are the best baker I haveever tasted, and you can clean faster than you make anything dirty,and you are so fit and handsome and I'm...well...what am I?" Youshook your head, you sometimes wondered if he wanted you only becauseyou were the only option.

"Whatare you?" Ludwig asked and the tone he had was weird and youglanced up at him. "You are the most handsome man I have everseen." He whispered and staring into your eyes, you had never seenhim look so serious. "I love holding you like this, you look likethe symbol of power and luxury from when I was young." He whisperedand held you a bit tighter, "you are so much more. You are thekindness that I had thought was gone from this world long ago,generosity so much it works against you more than anything, acapacity to love that despite being hurt so much that you don't thinkyourself worthy of my love but you still took the chance for me. Ittakes a lot of courage." He whispered and held you tightly, "butyou don't have to be afraid, I'm never letting you ago."

This got a little bitsad but a little bit of sad is nice once in a while. I hope that Igot Germany comforting Reader-kun right. He isn't a overlysentimental guy, how I view him is he is but he will hide it so muchhe won't know how to say it.