Bambi's POV
I wake up from the obnoxious knocking on my door.
"I'm fucking coming!" I yell, I checked the time, 3:09 am who the fuck wakes up at 3 in the morning and decides to come knocking at my door? I almost stumble to the ground as I make my way towards my door. I look through the peephole and find no one standing there. I open the door checking if anyone is still out there but all I find is a pack of cigs with a note attached to top:
You're welcome -L x
How does he know where I live? How does he always find me? Luke you are one big mystery, and I'm going find you out.
I open my eyes and find a set of hazel eyes and a mop of brown hair watching me.
"Jesus christ, Ashton!" I yelled at him and he giggled.
"It's fun watching you sleep! You mumble and fumble around, it's cute," he says as he smiles back at me. Ashton Irwin, my bestfriend since I can remember. He's also my apartment-buddy and a heavy sleeper.
"It's Friday and you missed your shift at the diner, so now we're going to the movies and then dinner! C'mon get ready! It's like 2:48 pm!" he tosses me a shirt and a pair of black jeans, "I'll wait for you in my car." he says as he exits my bedroom.
I change into the outfit Ashton threw at me and oddly enough, it's a pretty decent outfit, I grab my purse and slip on a pair of boots, as the weather is always raining in Portland. I head out and notice the pack of cigs on my drawer, although a part of me wants to take it, I don't.
"Ash, I thought we were going to watch a movie?" I saw that we passed by the movie theatres.
"Nope, I changed my mind," his eyes focus on driving while mine wander out the window wondering where we're headed.
Ashton drives through an all too familiar gate, I sigh in despair. I didn't tell ashton, I was here a few days ago, I would have if I had my cell phone. We parked the car in front of my parent's and I got out.
"You ready?" Ashton asks me as he takes his hand out for me to hold.
"Ashton, you really didn't have to-" I should have told Ashton sooner.
"You have to see them soon Bam, I know it hurts, I know how much pain you're going through," Ashton rubs my back for comfort and I give him a nod. We walk on the green grass, careful not to step on flowers and plaques.
"Hey mom, hey dad," I say approaching their gravestones, it hurts to not be able to see their faces anymore. It's been almost a year marking their death anniversary in a couple of months. I've only visited them a couple of times because I can't stand looking at their graves without crying.
Emilia Clarke (1960-2014) & Steffan Clarke (1959-2014), Loving parents, friends, and family.
"I miss you guys a lot, everyday," I say trying to hold down my tears, Ashton rubs his hand on my back as I talk to them. I tell them how the weather has been gloomy for the past weeks, it always is. I tell them that I am feeling better and that I've moved on from their death but I lied. It's hard to speak when I'm sobbing. I tell Ashton that we should go now, he nods and tells me he'll wait for me in the car and walks away.
"I love you guys so much, goodbye," I say wiping the tears from my face.
I hope you guys liked this chapter! Please let me know by commenting, voting!
Ashton is such a sweetheart here, I love it, haha. Anyway, I hope you now understand what happened in the first chapter now that this is up!
