i woke up to white walls and a beeping noise. i knew what that meant, i'm in the hospital. the tv was on, apparently the award show was still going on, so i wasn't out for that long.
'and the winner is, blackpink!' i heard the tv. i smiled. but all i could think in my head was how sorry i was for not being up there with them to receive an award.
'our rosé isn't here because she was rushed to the hospital, no worries. she's fine, she just need rest' jisoo unnie says in korean.
and they finished thanking people who helped us to achieve this award. and they went down the stage back to their places.
oh how i wish i was there, it must be fun. i wish i wasn't sick today so i could join the fun.
a few hours later my members are here now, cheering me up. making sure i was perfectly fine. i couldn't go home yet because they wanted to ensure that i had enough rest. but all i knew is that i could go home in 3 days. i hope to go home sooner as our comeback is soon and i want to work hard on it. but i guess this will be fine. finally i can get enough sleep.
- a lot of idols came to visit. some of them were red velvet and ikon. even iu sunbaenim came to visit me.
i just couldn't wait to go back to our dorm. i miss the dogs and leo.
one week till comeback we had to perform for a university in seoul. and i was feeling much better. i ate like normal, i slept normally now too. of course, my members and manager was still very worried just in case i fell sick ever again.
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we all colour coordinated and went with red. we performed all of our songs and the crowd was super supporting. this is why we do what we do. it's for blinks.
a few days later ding. my phone rung signalling a text coming in.
yoongi oppa's name was on my screen. i picked it up and opened the text.
'hey, how are you? let's meet up today' he writes.
finally! i screamed in my head. i texted back 'sure' and he texts me where and when to meet.
i got up and got ready. when i was in front of the door, my members came up to me and asked where i was heading. i gave them a little wink and put my index finger on my lips signifying that it was a secret. but of course, they knew, and let me out.
- i met him at this private café where mostly celebrities or idols come to. i found yoongi oppa and gave him a little hug. and from then we had a long conversation over coffee and cakes. now i remember why i fell im lobe with him in the first place.
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that was the best day ever. after that little date in the café, we went to han river and took a stroll.
he held my hand. of course we had masks on our faces and a hat to not get caught.
no one could describe my feelings at that point, all i wanted to do was give him a huge kiss but i knew i had no right to do that.
we walked to the benches and sat down.
he did it. he asked me to be his. his girlfriend.
and he kissed me once i said yes. i couldn't believe it. it was my dream other than being an idol. he was my dream. and it was coming true.
