Drug Dealer.

1.:(JUST POV NO DIALOGS)

||Sebrina||

Its hard out here nobody understands my pain and what i go through everday just to get my daughter a roof over her head clothes on her back shoes on her fett and food on the kitchen table ... nobody knows who i am when the sky turns dark when the street lights come on ... nobody knows that i'm out here struggling just to make it through life not everyone has their lives all planned out im not just some pretty rich girl living the perfect life no! i'm a struggling mom who works for her grades ... who works for her food her house and clothes you think i just snap my fingers and see a new pair of Jordan's sitting on my lap no! i work i sweat i risk my life just so me and my duaghter can live im independent i dont need a man ... but i want one just to love me and help me out of my problems my money problems some one who can love my dughter even tho its not his ... someone i can explain my problems too and he wont judge ... but you don't see those types out here anymore 

I got up and went into Saide's room she was up surprisingly she came up and hugged me i bent down and kissed her cheek as i watched her giggle i noticed shes the spitting image of me but you can see a little bit of Josh in her too urgh! why? cause he's the bastard who gave me my now 2 year old baby i love her with all my heart it just maes me sad that she came at the wrong time but anyways she witll always be mommy's little girl even when shes old and wrinkley shell be my little girl

I picked out her clothes well her uniform clothes which today she had a whit shirt and some khaki shorts and for shoes today she wore her whit doc martins it looked cute on her ... i decided to gove her four ponytails her hair was at her back bwing that she was a mixed baby Josh is puerto rican thats what drew me in see he has that charm that they all have and then he took control of me it haunts me everday still and its been 2 years i need to move on

Then i got ready i put on something simple  a white tope and a black cardigan with blue jean skinnies and my concord 11's i got in my silver Lexus and headed out the door but first had to put Saide in the car seat i headed to her daycare "childs play daycare" the name is untrustworthy but my daughter loves it here so i want her to be happy

Now its my turn as i stepped into school people smiling at me say hey or hi or good morning i announced that i had gotten pregnant around the age of 15 i did that when i was in 10th grade people did pick on me and call me names it was horrible but things got better when people started being nice to me telling me they were sorry cause i told the truth and told them i was raped people had so much sympathy only a few people had envy but thats probably because i had alot of attention drawn to me i kinda did like the attention iw as given although it was too much so i was homeschooled for the rest of that year and i came back in 11th grade when i had an amazing sweet 16 thanks to my aunt and uncle ... and the little bit of drug money i had left over

||First Period.:||

Mrs.lane was a nice old woman maybe in her late 40s early 50s i would say so shes not that old but compared to me she is ... she's a cool teacher you can tell her anything and i trust her shes like my mom she visits my house every weekend to check up on me and sometimes she would cook dinner she has a son he's 18 his name is Dereck he sags his pants not to low he has dreads dyed honey brown at the tip he curses alot i hate him being around my daughter i thought he sold drugs but no .. he just uses them my daughter trusts him i dont know why cause i dont its something about him that makes me wonder how Mrs.lane still deals with him he cute though seems well driven and i heard he got a job he's perfect but he thinks of me as his sister n i think of him as my brother maybe he's a thug nahh! hes's wayy to nice for that behavior (...) i was thinking so much that i didnt know the bell had rung half an hour passed already? well atleat i got all of my work done

||Second Period.:||

Mr.lane married to Mrs.lane funny how i have them both in my scedule its kind of weird but they are both advanced so i see how it happened Mr.lane gave us tons of homewrok last night SIKE! he barely gives us homework the only homework we get is watching science videos from his wiki page and writing a 2 page essay maybe its bad for other but not to me .. he said that today we will be learning the physics of a man body tomorrow is the woman body i can already feel the negativity because well you know how it is they show private parts i can already hear some girls going damnnn thats a "dig bick" fast grown ass girls ... i have a reason for me growing up to soon they ain't got kids so what's their excuse tell me im listening (...) time passed by and we were on the last slide of the slide show phew! im glad thats over but urgh tonight we have to write a three page essay on the physics of a man body and we have to include what we learned to day but thank the lord that its due friday i  might have it done by tomorrow  you know me ... keeping my grades up

(...)||Nineth Period(SP?).:||

Mrs.cerwiskee(SIR-WISS-KEY) she was my art teacher although we barely got anything done in this class i love it because we have alot of free time which allows me to paint pictures to hang up in my house and in my daughter's room this whole day i've been thinking of Saide real hard which is unusual maybe i just miss her too much today well its gonna be like that it's only 1:47 we get out of school in about 13 minutes or so boy do i wish it was here so i can go home take a good 1 hour nap and start headed to me daughters school since she gets out at 3:10 i just want to be there early like i always am the parents and techers love me there is even one parent there she my bestfriend Ava we'ce known eachother for 3 years both raped only she gets abused n i sell drugs we both have 2 year olds she has a boy named Justice and i have a girl name Saide ... my daughter told me she likes Justice i told Ava .. geesh this generation i swear oh! i forgot to tell you they can talk not properly but they can talk and thats all that matters

I was on my way home when i saw Dereck's car parked outside my house i pulled in the drive way and made my way over to his car he hugged me and greeted me with a smile he told me that he needed somewhere to stay and could he stay here i told him sure i have an extra room he told me he would pay rent for me every month i said no need but he insisted lordd knows i needed that so we started to get him packed in , he only had a few thing but i told him i had to go get my daughter and that i would help him when i get back fromt he daycare

I got to the daycare remembering that Justice was coming over today i got both of them in their car seats and headed to my house when i got to the door i told them that Dereck would be living here for a while and well they were happy well Saide was justice was confused until i told him then i cleared up everything i got my homework done took a bath while Dereck helped them with their baths i cooked dinner and we ate we had a good time and Dereck was a very good helper around the house.... maybe i caould get use to this lifestyle!