FALLING IN LOVE WITH MR. DELIVERY MAN

Chapter 2

"The past can be heavy weight bound to you by any unbreakable chain. You can drag it with you forever, carry on your shoulder or you let it go and move forward. It's your choice."

Natalie's PoV

It's already night time when we back home, my baby Joshua is fine now.. Pamela gave me   Some medicine in case that Joshua suffer for fever again.

I put him down into his crib, he peacefully sleeping because he had a tiring day.

After I finished my long bath in Pamela bathtub I take a shower shower and rinse.

I made some easy lunch for us. Veggie tacos bake and I slice some veggie sticks carrot, cucumber and celery for dips and sliced cheese. I also made some oatmeal with mashed banana for my Joshua. Bring it down.

I saw Pamela's playing with Joshua just to trick him not to cry when she doing the injections. It's funny because she's really good at it. In just seconds, she successfully injected the shrinks into Joshua  legs... he cry a bit but Pamela press the tiny ducks that's make a sound and my baby starts to laugh again.

"You got him there! I complimented.

Its a talent girl! She brags.

"I will not argue with that,  anyway how my baby?"

"He just catch cold, nothing serious. I already gave him some vaccine for his cold and his temperature is already normal" she said

We just hang up, eat and watch an episode in the tv. She also gives me a guide book  for baby titled "new baby and child care".

After I bring my baby to sleep, I started to tidy up and do some cleaning.  After I finished sorting out all the mess, I started to wash the baby bottles.

I remember to pay my bill.
I get my laptop and noticed a 150 money  bill on top of the table. I remember the him the pizza guy, he forgot to take the payment. I smiled when I remember him asking where my son dad.

I did a mental note  to drop the payment tomorrow.

I was doing some work, checking my email and replying for a client when my phone rings. Its my best friend Milla.

She asked how the check up and invited me for a barbecue kids party tomorrow at theirs. I pretend that I didn't forget Kyle 5th  birthdays or else she's will be upset.

I went to kitchen and check if my water is on. Luckily it is, so I washed all the baby bottles and boil them. I even makes some baby food made of veggies like spinach, carrots, sweet potatoes pumpkins or  fruit purée. I put them into small boxes with lid and freeze.

After I done everything i needs to do. I check if my door locked and the windows are properly closed. Went to my room and ready for bed. I kissed my baby goodnight and sleep.

I wake up when someone touched me on my legs.
I seen him, his fingers is on his lips trying to stop me to make a noise

"No please! Papa I beg my small sleepy voice is a bit louder, "Shut up! "You can't do nothing, come here! He said grinning. His eyes is red and he smell bad with the alcohol.

"No, Papa I don't want to, its hurt! I cried and trying to get away on his grasp. He so strong, I'm scared, but I tried to kick him, scratched him.

He slap me hard and I fall in the impact. I tried to stand up to run but he grab me on my hair. Its hurt so much.

"Come here bitch come,before your Mama arrived" He pulled my short down. He forces me to lay down, but I don't want! I don't want anymore! I fought but he just forced me.

I beg for him to stopped. But he didn't listen... I screamed for help but no ones come to help me. No one can hear me. No one stops the things that it shouldn't happen to me. I screamed again.

The doors suddenly opened. My mother holding a knife and she run to my father who really surprise. I saw the silvery knife spark in the darkness and later is on my father stomach.

My mother comes to me hug me, try to help me up. She's crying. She carried me but a loud and-deafening sound of shot is all I heard.

I fall down, My mother is on top of me she so heavy. I tried to push her but I touch wet, I saw it my hands is full of blood. I screamed.

No No! Mama!

I instantly wake up. Sweating, crying and very scared. I grab a glass of water on my side table and straightly drunk it all.
Nightmares! But its like just happens Why I still need to remember! Why can't i forget everything? Why!

I cried the pain of the past who always remind me as a nightmare.