"Deep within the dark and cracked,
A rage and hate that the actions lacked,
A want of pain, of screams and pleas,
My sanity was among the fees.
Deep within the dark and hurt,
A desire to leave the others inert,
To cut and beat and rip apart,
A primal want of a broken heart.
Deep within the dark and scared,
Afraid of how the mind had fared,
Broken and useless, all that remains,
Was fear of self, causing more pain."