In addition to the Ro'Meaves

A Final Note

Sorry I've been MIA, a lot of shit has been going on in my life that I won't freak you out over. One of the  things I reflected on my thoughts on Jessica (yes, Aphmau) and ehat my thoughts are. She was my biggest inspiration for writing overall, and going after my dreams but after a lot of thinking on what I stand for and my beliefs along with my own life experiences. Looking back there has been and still are EXTREMELY fetishized queer characters and couples. Which is extremely sad being that I am polysexual and identifiy as agender I honestly feel disappointed. Most of her characters of color (especially the back characters) are racially stereotyped, and that's honestly a sad fact considering Jessica is a woman of color. There is also the issue of her treatment of her co workers alone. Fetishizing your OWN co workers is something that shouldn't even be taking place in a work place let alone by your boss.. There are other things that she did but most of it has been speculation in, nothing confirmed to my knowledge but with my life expirence I can and always tell people to believe the victim. I will never forget the fact that that she gaslight her audience into believing her story was good after her husband wedged himself into a FICTIONAL storyline his woke wrote. I could get into SkyDoesMinecraft (Adam) but I won't on the fact that it is too much of an extremely sensitive issue. When I found out I was physically ill. I wish that my reason for going on during a very young and vounerable time in my life. I wish I could go on and finish the work but I don't feel comfortable, which is sad because I had big plans for this story. Maybe one day I can forgive myself for falling for facade at twelve years old. My dream is to one day rewrite Diaries to give it what it deserved. All in all that being said I can say I no longer support Jessica's actions with every thing she has done both in her writing and IRL. Wishing you the best and happy reading! -Em