You Just Don't Know (A Harry Styles FanFic)

You Just Don't Know (17) - Replay

NEW CHAPTER :3

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You Just Don't Know (17) - Replay 

I grabbed Sail Cow out of my bag and laid down on the bed and pulled the covers over me. I haven't even unpacked yet and we have been in London for almost a month now. I guess I just was so busy with the boy to even think about it. Well more like I was to busy with focusing on Harry.

“I made some tacos if you want some.” Harry said sticking his head into the room.

I didn't say anything. I just cuddled into Harry's blanket and pulled it up more. I was so scared to even talk to Harry about this. I just didn't want him to get mad because if anything happens it's both our faults and responsibility.

“Are you all right?” I heard Harry say as he shut the bedroom door behind him.

I heard him walk closer to the bed and sit down. The bed moved a bit, but I didn't do anything. I just buried my head into Sail Cow to muffle my small sobs. I felt Harry's hand on my back.

“What's going on?” He said as he grabbed the blanket and pulled it off me.

“Stop it!” I said grabbing the blanket from him.

He just grabbed my hand and looked at my face. It was red from crying. I looked like crap and I knew it.

“Why have you been crying?” he said pulling my arm softly so I was sitting up.

“Harry..” I said looking away from him. “I don't want you mad.”

“I could never be mad at you, Hayden.” Harry said laughing softly.

I removed his hand from my arm and reached into the bed side drawer and pulled out the box of condoms and set it on his lap. He just looked at them and then to me. His face changed.

“Oh god..” he said looking at me.

“I found them in there.” I said pointing to the open drawer. “And I realized that we never used them.”

Harry just sat there for a second and stared at the box of condoms. It was like he was thinking about all the times we could of stopped and used one.

“Aren't you on birth control?” he said breaking the silence.

“No.” I said looking at the ground.

When I was sixteen I was in a terrible relationship with a guy names Kieth. He took my virginity and used me for sex and cheated on me all the time. When he broke up with me I got so depressed and Harry was the only one there for me. He stayed at my house and held me as I cried for two days. Anyways I decided to get off the pill. I saw no need to be on it. I wasn't having sex so there really was no point to be on it.

“What!?” Harry said getting a little loud. “I thought you were!”

“How can you just assume that?” I said a bit hurt.

“Well you were on it at one point. I just didn't know you got off it.” He said raising his voice a little higher.

“We weren't together when I got off it so I had no reason to tell you about it.”

“I'm your best friend! You should tell me everything!” He was getting frustrated and I could tell.

“Harry you were here in London. I wasn't going to call you and tell you that.” I said looking into his eyes.