Fate

3

Day one on this island, I can't wait! Jin would not stop talking about all the stuff he has planned but wouldn't tell us what exactly the stuff is.

I go lock myself into the bathroom with my clothes because I don't want to change in front of those guys. Especially Namjoon. Again, sorry but I feel awkward around him...but then again comfortable.

"Jaerin, we are going to breakfast are you coming?" I could never say no to food. On our way to wherever we were going for breakfast, Jungkook slung his arm around my shoulders while walking next to me. "So, what have you been up to since I was gone?" He said while looking at me. "Uh well, school I guess." Trying to become a nurse takes a lot of work and time which also sucks for a procrastinator like myself. "That's it? You should take dance classes with me since I will be going to your college." Jungkook is an amazing dancer. Me on the other hand...let's only say that I tend to trip over air sometimes. "Umm I would rather not take a class that literally makes me show off my skill of being clumsy." Jungkook laughs and shakes his head. The way his hair sets on his head no joke makes it look like he has half a coconut on his head. But let me tell you, when he exposes his forehead...ooof.

"Ughh I'm too out of shape for this." I wine as we start going down a bunch of stairs. "This is Seongsan Stairs Jaerin! My friend said that it took him 40 minutes to climb them." I groaned and earned a slight laugh from I think Namjoon. Jhope is all excited for this. I honestly don't understand how he has so much energy.

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It's our last day at Jeju island sadly. It feels like the past week flew by. I've gotten really close to basically all of the members. I still feel like there's something different with Namjoon. I'm not sure what it is though.

"Jae, are you sitting by me on the plane?" Jungkook asked as he packed his suitcase. I look over to Jin and he nods to me. "Of course!" He gets excited and starts packing faster.

We all are on our way to the airport and once we have to start walking, Jimin makes fun of Hobi's 'airport walk' and mimics how he does it. We all laugh and Hobi shakes his head and smiles. I love how close everyone is.

Jungkook announces that he is stopping at Starbucks before we board the plane. So of course I go with him 'cause I mean, who can say no to coffee? Namjoon and Jimin end up coming along as well.

I feel a tap on my shoulder as I'm waiting for my coffee. I look over to see Jimin smiling at me. "What's up?" He still looks at me with a huge smile after I ask him that. I finally get my coffee while still waiting for Jimin to say something. "You know... you and Namjoon hyung would make a very cute couple." I almost spit out my coffee all over Jimin. I feel my cheeks start to heat up and Jimin smiles wider. "You like him don't you?" I look at him like he told me that I bled through my pants. "No- I mean...I don't know. I just..." Just, I always hate that word. I feel like I'm always lying whenever I use that word, and I hate how I tend to use it a lot.  "Soo....you do like him!" Jimin smirked at me and walked over to to the rest of the guys.

Once the plane took off, me and Jungkook had normal conversation. Well, up until the dreaded question was asked. "So, a little mochi told me that you had a crush on Namjoon hyung...is this true?" He raised an eyebrow along with his voice at the end of the question. "I mean, it's not like I hate him. It's just..." there's that stupid word again, "I don't know him well. Don't get me wrong, I honestly wouldn't mind talking to him more." I try to stay as quiet as possible in case someone else is listening. "Wait, so I'm confused. Do you like him or not?" Jungkook looks more intrigued than angry so I guess that's a good sign. "I don't know...he's definitely good looking but i don't think I'm at the point of having a crush yet."

By the time I got home, it was already dark out. My dad came to pick me and Jungkook up. Jungkook's parents don't live in Bon-dong anymore, he is staying with us for the time being. Our parents are very close and so me and Jungkook grew up together. It's hard to find a baby picture of mine without Jungkook in it as well.

Since my parents are pretty wealthy, we live in a pretty big house. Also since Jungkook always comes over, he has his own room right next to mine.

Once we get home my dad helps carry in our bags. As soon as I walk in I'm greeted by my mother with a big hug. "I made you guys dinner." I walked over to the dinner table while it was Jungkook's turn to get a hug from my mother. There was two plates of Bulgogi at the table. Dad probably told her that Jungkook was coming.

Me and Jungkook where sitting in my room playing video games. Jungkook paused the game and shifted so he could look at me. "Jae?" I made eye contact with him. His eyes look dark and mysterious. They almost look black. I can tell that he needs to talk about something important. I hum in response. "You know how I would always come here whenever i was having a bad day or struggling at my own house?" I looked at him full of confusion. "Well of course. Why?" He looks down at his hands, almost like he is nervous to say whatever is about to come out of his mouth.

"Well you see, I uh..." I can tell that he is struggling to tell me whatever it is. I gently wrap my fingers around his chin and make him look at me. A tear slowly slips out of his eye and falls down his face and onto his shirt. I grab his hand for comfort. "That one time you asked what was on my neck a few years back, I said that it was only a hickey." He paused for a moment and licked his lips before biting his lower lip. A habit of his whenever he gets nervous. "It was actually from my father." I looked at him full of shock. "You mean your dad gave you a hickey?!" He chuckled a little bit before looking back down to where our hands where. "What I'm trying to say is that my parents abused me."