Lisa's tears fell onto the photo she was holding.
She was hiding in the attic so her friends couldn't see.
Both Jennie, Jisoo and Rosé's sister Alic, were downstairs.
Lisa tried to silent her cries, covering her mouth with her hands, but it only made it worse.
She grabbed a near by pillow and began to scream into it.
She screamed because she missed her.
She screamed because she was gone.
She screamed because it was her fault.
Lisa brought the pillow away from her face and began to hiccup.
She wiped her eyes and packed the photo box away.
Lisa continues to hiccup and climbed down the ladder back into the lounging room.
Alice found Lisa and brought her into a tight hug.
Lisa swallowed and stood there quietly.
"I'm here if you ever need to talk." Alice whispered into her ear.
Lisa nodded and pushed Alice off her.
Alice gave Lisa a weak smile before grabbing her hand and bringing her outside for fresh air.
"You need to tell her." Jisoo mumbled into Jennie's ear.
"Not now Jisoo." Jennie replied slightly irritated.
Alice sat down with Lisa at the outside coffee table in awkward silence.
"I brought you something." Alive coughed out.
Lisa raised and eyebrow at the older girl.
Alice reached into her bag, pulling out a jumper that had belonged to her sister.
"R-Rosie's jumper..." Lisa stated quietly.
"It's yours now." Alice placed the hoodie in front of Lisa, who instantly reached for it and placed it over her head.
Lisa smiled and brought the hood of the jumper to her nose.
"I-it still smells like her." Lisa stuttered out, eyes still red from crying.
Alice smiled and gently rubbed Lisa shoulder, leaving her alone for a little bit.
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"Rosie, hurry up!" She whined.
"Oh shush you!" Rosé ran to catch up with her best friend.
"What took you so long." Lisa grumpily crossed her arms.
"I was getting my jumper." Rosé replied rolling her eyes and placing it over her head.
Lisa paused and looked at her.
"Rosie... it's miles too big for you, you know."
"Of course I know, I'm not stupid." They continued to walk and talk.
"But by the time I'm 21 one it will fit me perfectly, I've worked out the calculations." She replied enthusiastically.
"Oh have you now." Lisa smirked rolling her eyes.
"Plus look! I have paws" Rosé giggled flicking her wrists about.
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Lisa nuzzled into the hoodie and let all the tears out.
Lisa's body trembled and brought her hands to her face.
"Oh Rosie..." her head hung low.
"I'm so sorry, I'm sorry I couldn't save you."
She began to cry louder.
"I'm sorry I didn't realise you were hurting sooner."
Lisa let out small screams trying to be as quiet as possible.
"I'm a horrible friend" she screamed falling off her chair and onto her knees.
Lisa screamed and screamed.
She screamed sorry over and over again.
The three girls watched from inside knowing that they couldn't interfere and needed to let her heal by herself.
"I-I'm a murderer" Lisa choked out.
"I-I'm so sorry Rosie, I k-killed you. I l-let you die"
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