To My Feelings Deep Inside

Love

I hated you, every single moment

I never would've thought, that one day I would be wishing to be beside you...

Summer came and went, I left
You stayed

We talked because of a mistake

However, when you stayed up til one in the morning with me, I no longer felt the need to say 'I fucking hate you'

I had no need to tell you these words everyday, when everyone some how knew

We'd be good friends or even more than that.

I never got to give you a hug when you were angry or tired of fake people

When I was too busy mentally judging your every move,

I regret it

I've come to learn to you that, nobody deserved to hear those dreaded words when

That's all they ever heard

And now I wish I was beside you because of all things you are great at, you are the one thing that makes me...

A better human

{Liz Writes}