Twisted Perfection

Decisions

" People say we should follow our hearts but which way to follow when your heart is broken into pieces".🖤

Inaaya

Though I don't know what I said was right or wrong after my conversation with Izhar he instantly left with his family saying he got an emergency so he has to go.

His family said that they would decide soon and let us know but I knew neither I was going to marry him nor he was willing .

As soon as his family left I said my family that I had rejected him and he was being jerk with me though it's not true but I lied because I was unable to give them a proper excuse, my family actually liked him a lot.

And added that I was not going to see any proposal for 2 years that was my final decision.  I was angry and that made all of them accept my decision unwillingly.

I went upstairs in my room tears streaming down my eyes . The door flew open and Mariam was their standing with a questioning look.
I need to explain her now .
I made her sit and narrated  my part of story I said who he was and what conversation we had .
She said that was not a conversation it was mere accusing each other I know damn well she is right but I was unable to control my anger and seeing him suddenly at my house asking my hand in marriage was not helping either.

"So that's the reason why you were acting weird yesterday in that seminar?". She asked

"Yes, I saw him after three years all memories came in front of my eyes whatever happened between us Mariam but honestly I loved him so much that much I can't even explain to you." I started crying not able to control my tears anymore. She hugged me and let me cry.

After that she went home saying she will get late Hassan bhai went to drop her .
I heard my reminder for isha and went to offer my namaz I cried in sujood and it definately lighten up  my heart.

Izhar why didn't you trusted  me 3 years ago if only you had then we would have been toghether right now living our lives happily but no you accused me , disrespected me saying I was a cheap girl who sleeps with any guy for satisfaction . Only if you had listened me and didn't trusted   that jerk  Rajveer who ruined our lives Izhar, separated us miles apart and now their is no hope left in me that we will ever be back toghether. And now even if you come back  and say sorry to me and want me back in your life then also Izhar I would never come to you I promise that.

I wrote my thoughts in my dairy and went to sleep.

Izhar

What the hell she thinks ha  I am that kind of a guy who she could use for satisfaction and throw then Inaaya khan you are hell wrong I am never going to make that mistake again to trust you never .

And marry a girl like you hahaha I would die single but will never marry you  this is my final decision.

While driving I was thinking of that day which changed my life which changed our lives . A part of me still wants to believe that she cannot do any such thing but how could I not trust my own eyes She slept with my best friend .

I thought she is a modest women she walks with dignity only if I had not seen that picture of her letting Rajveer kiss her I would have married her by now and made my life hell.

I loved her so much beyond infinity why did you do this to me  Inaaya why. Didn't I loved you didn't I promise you that I will marry you weren't you happy with me that you need to satisfy yourself with some other guy.

Rajveer showed me that pictures of you and him both were so close intimate how could I not believe his words.

                Flashback

" Izhar I have something to tell you Inaaya is not meant for you she is not a good one."
I was so angry upon hearing that words I was about to beat him but he showed me that picture I was unable to believe my eyes .She was letting him kiss her.

" This is not true I know my Inaaya is not like that you must have done something she is not like that I know she loves me a lot she won't do such a thing ." My heart was breaking  I was on the verge of crying.

" Izhar you know I am your best friend , yesterday Inaaya messaged me and said she wants to buy a gift for you and she is unable to decide so  please come and help me."

"When I went to her house I rang the doorbell she came and said come in when I entered no one was their I asked her where is everyone and she said all went to her cousin's marriage ."

"She took me to her room and stared seducing me I stopped while saying this is wrong, Izhar is my best friend but she didn't listen and said Izhar just wants  to marry me and then only he is going to touch me up till then how am I going to satisfy myself , no one will ever come to know about this neither you will tell Izhar nor I so let's have some fun. Her camera was on the table in front of us she tried to kiss me but I threw her aside and was about to leave when  she showed me the picture. In that it was looking like I was trying to kiss her but it was not so".

" She said that if I didn't satisfy her then she will make up a false story against me and tell you that I was trying to rape her I don't know what to do and I fulfilled her wish".

"I am so sorry Izhar I didn't mean to do what I did please forgive me". I was unable to bear anything my mind stopped working I was numb.
I got up from their and went to broke up with you and ask you what was this.

And you were also lying on my face that it's wrong and Rajveer tried to rape you but you saved yourself and ran downstairs and because  your parents were their Rajveer left your house without a word. How was I able to trust that when someone showed me proof against you .

Flashback ends

That day when you cheated on me , you broke my heart into million pieces I made one decision  to never see your face again Inaaya Khan never.

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These happened three years ago between  Izhar and Inaaya.

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