Twisted Perfection

Circumstances

" Trust takes years to build, seconds to break and forever to repair".

Izhar

I know what I said was wrong what I did was wrong , whatever type of girl she was I was once in love with her .
I shouldn't have spoken such harsh words in front of her .

I know she must be crying right now but who cares right . And with that I drove off with full speed .  But somewhere my mind said You do care Izhar with all your heart .

I was in my room thinking about our Destiny. When I came to know that she was cheating on me with my best friend I was infuriated . I didn't want to know who was right who was wrong I just wanted to ask her one thing did she ever loved me ?.

She was their trying to make me realise what exactly the situation is and what is the truth but never gave the answer for just one question.
If she had said that she had always loved me and will never even think about cheating on me I would have believed her and  we must have never been in this situation. 

That day my heart was broken . I was shattered Inaaya.  I just loved you and you were my everything.

I shut my mind from these thoughts, from her thoughts . I will never forgive her never.

I woke up for fajar and after praying namaz I went for jogging.
When I came home mom was cooking something delicious. I just love whatever food is made from my mother's hand. She really cooks mouth watering dishes.
I was sad  that she is not going to be with me forever. I can't even imagine my life without her.

She came and sat beside me on the dining table and took a morsal of food and put it in my mouth .
I was on the verge of crying , why always Allah takes good soul away from us.

While I was looking at her she smiled and said  those emotional words that made me do something idiotic that I never ever thought of doing.

"Listen Izhar I don't know what happened between you and Inaaya that day when we went to her house and what made you reject her and then suddenly you changed your mind ,  I am not going to interrogate with you about it. It's your life beta and we know that you are not ready for this marriage.

Just think that if you are in these condition what must be Inaaya suffering from. She has to leave her whole world just to become light of someone's life , your life. I just want one promise from you that you will never try to hurt her intentionally. She is beautiful inside out and honest . She is suffering from agony I could see that in her eyes and yours too . I sensed that something wasn't  right between you two the moment you both were busy in playing that staring game . I saw the way you too were reacting in each other's presence."

I will never be able to hide anything from my mother . She knows me like an open book. How dumb of me to think that she would never came to know about our hatred for each other.

She sighed and said ," I know that you both knew each other from a long time and it was not like you both met for the first time and carried that hatred for each other in first sight. I had heard about first sight love but never about first sight hate."  She chuckled upon sensing that I was taken aback by her words and that I was caught red handed.

" Whatever the past was just try to move on and look at the bright side. Everything happens for a reason Izhar it's not always the Destiny which decides everything sometimes our works and moves also decides our future. I hope you are smart enough to get the hidden meaning behind my words".

I was baffled by her words what was she exactly trying to say. Did she knew about us.
I don't think so because I never told about Inaaya to anyone. Just we both knew about it .  My mom is something a mind reader or what  but let's just leave this thought,  I promised my mother that I will never hurt Inaaya intentionally but what about the words which I said to her last evening .

She agreed to marry me without even thinking twice because of my mother . And what I did I was being an arrogant jerk to her . I didn't even tried to act civil in front of her . She was being nice to me the whole time and I was pouring down my frustrations on her and she didn't even answered me back.

Now I am feeling guilty at least I should apologise for my behaviour right.

Before I change my mind I literally ran upstairs went to my room ,grabbed my phone and messaged her " I am sorry , please forgive me for my behaviour yesterday". Izhar

I don't want to sound so desperate but at least these much I owe her . She gave her first  priority to my mother's life then our confused lives.

My phone beeped I glanced and saw that it was a message from Inaaya.

" If it was not for your mother I would have rejected your proposal long ago and never crossed  your path . Sometimes I wish Izhar that I had never met you , and never let myself fall for you".

I was hurt by her words but now what can I do to make her realise that I was honestly sorry for my actions. Oh no no don't get me wrong these doesn't mean I am going to forgive her . That hatred is for some other time.

Hello everyone,

See I told you Izhar is not that bad . At least he realized his mistakes .

So what you people think , Inaaya should acknowledge his apology and forgive him or not.

Do let me know your point of views and do vote and comment.

Next update will be soon🤗.