Twisted Perfection

Desires

" When trust is broken sorry means nothing".

Inaaya

I just completed my namaz when suddenly my cell phone vibrated . I glanced up and saw it was a message from Izhar. Yeah I saved his number after sensing the situation in which we both were.

He said that he was sorry for his actions and he genuinely wanted to apologise for his rude behaviour. I really wanted to forgive him for everything but my stubborn ego didn't let me.

I just replied him that I don't want his  filthy apology and I am marrying him just for the sake of his mother. I shut my phone off and went to grab some peaceful sleep. Cut that ,peace is long gone after Izhar came into my life.

Next morning I finished my routine and went downstairs.  I kissed my mother's cheek and went to grab a glass of water. Then she said that today Izhar's family is coming over to decide dates for engagement and wedding.

I choked upon hearing those words.

"MOM don't you think it's a bit early I mean you know I want to atleast  complete my graduation.  Can't you people wait up till then or you want to get rid of me this early". I gave her a questioning look.

She sighed and said , " Naaya it's not like that Izhar's family is just coming to discuss the dates and don't worry Izhar gave us his word that untill you don't complete your graduation, the nikaah will not happen, so just calm down and complete your breakfast".

That jerk I really don't know why he needs to act so sweet in front of my family . Didn't they already approved him and you people know what my parents are treating him like their own son. I HATE him so much.

I completed my breakfast and was about to leave for college when my mom said to me to come home early as Izhar's parents will be here by 5. I sighed and left for college.

As soon as I entered my college , an angry looking lioness came towards me, sorry for exaggerating it's Mariam.

" Where the jahannum were you all these days ha planning your wedding . You didn't even bothered to inform me about Izhar,  that you are going to marry him. And you say that I am your best friend my foot never utter that word from your dirty mouth again got it".

I deserve this I didn't informed her I was so much engrossed in my own grief that I forgot my best friend.

" I am really sorry Mariam it's just that I was just , really I don't know why this is happening with me I never did anything wrong with anyone then why me. I should have informed you but I was unable to believe what was happening with me , the person I was once in love with who accused me , hurt me, treated me like a slut comes back in my life that too with a marraige proposal."

I cried in her arms and she consoled me.

"Calm down naaya everything will be okay ".

" Now let's go to class or our dear professor will think that we were planning to bunk his loving math class ".

I smiled , because he really was strict and if we try to bunk even one class he would look at people as if he is planning their murder.

" And for your kind information nazil spoke with me saying that I should make you understand , so that you could approve Izhar . Your family like him so much I guess. She informed me about the proposal and that Mr.  Arrogant so that's how I came to know."

I laughed upon hearing that nickname I gave to Izhar.  I once spoke it out loud in front of her and from then she also addresses him with Mr. Arrogant.