'Our Pace' [StrayKids; Hyunjin]

XXIII.

"Don't forget to buy me souvenirs girl!! I'm gonna miss you, come back soon" Haerin and Jisung came to the airport with me. "Take care of my grandma when I'm not here gonna miss you guys for awhile" I said and hugged them both.

I'm already at the airport, I'm going to fly to Cambodia, a country I've always wanted to visit, the temples there are beautiful and the people are so friendly. After staying there for a few nights I will go to Thailand, staying for about a night or two and I will fly to America and stay there, not sure when I'm ready to go back to Korea but I'm staying with my family for a while.

Maybe it's the best decision for me to take a vacation and finally enjoy the time alone that I deserve. I'm not ready to open my heart for anyone yet, to admit it, I miss him. I miss him a lot. I feel like I haven't done a lot of things that I want to with him. But after all this I feel like we're both not ready. We both need more time to understand each other and learn more about each other. Even if we spent a lot of time being together be we broke apart I still feel like we're both still childish about our relationship.

-a few hours later-

I got off and took a taxi and went straight to the hotel that I booked. I made some plans and took a nap before I start my journey.

-Seoul, South Korea-
*Chan's POV*

"Did she leave yet?" I asked Han who's sitting beside me at the practice room.

"Yeah about almost two hours already" He said and played with his phone.

"Does Hyunjin know about this?" I asked him again.

"Ji yoo said he did not contact her at all and the last message they had was her message to him which was left on scene, I also don't know what's wrong with him, he didn't contact her, he doesn't even ask us about her, I just don't know what he's thinking, if he's really acting like this I'm never letting him go near Ji Yoo again" Han said to me looking a bit upset and frustrated.

I patted and told him maybe they both need some time to think. I too don't know what Hyunjin is thinking, whatever he has in mind I hope he will try to take it out.

*Hyunjin's POV*

It's been a week since me and Ji Yoo had a fight, or should I say we broke up? She hasn't contacted me at all, I once tried to go to her house but it was locked, I went to her grandma's restaurant and grandma won't come out to see me. Maybe she hates me too. I'm not mad though, it's also my fault.

The day we fought I went back home and talked with my mom, I can't believe she said all those terrible things to Ji Yoo and her family. I told her I'm never gonna fall in love with Yunsung, even if there's only one girl left in this world I will never lay my eyes on her, the only girl I love is Ji Yoo.

I know it's hard for me to make up for what I did, but I will try my best, I'll wait for Ji Yoo even if that means forever, I'll still wait for her. I will show her she's one of the most precious thing that has ever happened to my life. I could've given up my life if it wasn't for her. She was always cheering me for me, and always saying I'm doing my best in everything.

I will make her believe me and I will make her mine again, I will prove to my mom that she's wrong about Ji Yoo.

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Update: 21.11.18; 6:48PM

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