I'm in Love with my Best Friend

The lie

I've considered talking to levy about what's been happening with Natsu.
All I've done is lock taker in my house after telling Natsu I loved him. Although levy has her own life to deal with, she wants Gajeel to ask her out but we won't even make a move so she wants to confess. I don't want my problems piling up on her.
I could talk to erza but she probably wouldn't understand, and Juvia wouldn't listen to me all she would do is keep yelling at me because she thinks I like gray. Lissana has a crush on Natsu so I can't talk to her, plus I don't really like her. I could talk to mira although she might get mad at me for pushing Natsu away. And Cana....Cana would just want to drink not listen to my complaining.
I guess I have to this one by myself...
-Lucy hadn't been outside in days, as she opened her door she found a note taped to a bowl of curry.
Luce I hope your alright and you'll be coming back soon.
-Natsu-
Aw...even after I pushed him away...he's...so so kind.
-tears flowed down Lucy's cheeks as she walked back inside with the curry-
What's wrong with me!?
Why'd I have to fall in love with my best friend...

-after a few hours lucy built up the confidence to go to the guild, she walked slowly to the guild and opened the doors. It was pretty empty but Natsu was still there, and he looked depressed-

"Lu-chan! You back"
-Natsu turned around one he heard the bluenette call out Lucy's name, and a tear rolled down his cheek as he turned back around facing Mira-

"Hey Lev."
-levy smiled at lucy and then Lucy head over to the bar and sat next to Natsu, and what she did next hurt her heart more than anything else could-

"Natsu I'm sorry about what I said"

-he said nothing-

"I said I love you, but I meant I love you as a friend. No a best friend and the way I was acting was because I thought someone was following me"

"It's alright Luce, I love ya as a best friend too"
-Lucy quickly turned around and excused herself to go to the bathroom, once she locked the door she fell to the ground and cried non stop.-

"But...i do love him.."
-she repeated that over and over again until her face turned from red to normal and she stopped crying, she waved everyone in the guild good bye and head home-

"I hate my life!"
-she screamed and then flung herself on her bed, she wrapped her face in Natsus scarf and continued to cry all night...-

SORRY THIS ONES SHORT I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE! Love y'all tho thx for all the support