I'm in Love with my Best Friend

The dream

"Hey!"
"Luce! Get up!"

"I donttt wanna~"

"I'll just have to eat your pancakes. Hehe"

"NO! NOT MY PANCAKES"
As I stand up my face is inches away from Natsus, he pulled me into his chest and holds me close. He bites his lip and looks deeply into my eyes.

"N-Natsu.."
I can't help but love him...
He removes his eyes from mine and stares at my lips, he holds my cheek with one hand and played with my hair with the other, as he asked me permission to kiss me. Without thinking I nodded and our lips gently touched, he pulled me in closer and embraced me.

"Lucy...In any other situation...I would be with you. But...Lissana, she...I...
I promised to marry her, when I was young. We headed a pact, I can't break it Luce. Even if your the one I love..."

I could feel my warm tears flow down my face, as his eyes watered up but he held them back.

"No...no..Nono..no"
I pulled on his shirt and sunk into the floor.
Why....why!?

"I...have to go Luce.."

"W-Wait!"
I stood up and held his shirt, I wouldn't let him go. Not before I...I..

"L-Luce.."
I lead his hands under me, I jumped up on him and he held me.
God I love you Natsu...
I held his face with one hand and wrapped my arm around his neck. I kissed his cheek and lead my kisses to his lips, I pulled us down on my bed and held him tight.

"I-I can't loose you Luce..."

"I can't loose you either Natsu..."

"W-we can be t-together in secret!"

"Luce your a genius! But I can't bring myself to kiss or hold Lissana. I can't"

"After a while become uninterested and break up with her"

"Wonderful! Absolutely wonderful. I love you Lucy.
Now let's make babies!"

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GAH!
WHAT NO.
W-what..oh..a dream..

"Oh Luce your awake?"

"W-WHAT ARE YOU READING!"

"I.. don't know 😅 I can't read big words heh.."

"G-gimme that!"

"Did you write it?"

"I'm writing it, ugh."

"What's up with you? Bad dream or something?"

"DREAM WHAT DREAM I DIDNT DREAM WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!"

"Woah chill."

"Um..Natsu..a-are you marrying Lissana?"

"W-what!? Why would you ask that? No of course I'm not marrying her."
What a relief...

"Heh.,no reason I was just curious."
No...it's because I love you Natsu, I still love you.
I guess I'll just have to tell him sooner or later, I can't keep up pretending we're 'just' friends. I want to be more, so much more.