I Still Love You

Chapter Eleven

Rosie p.o.v

I hate that I haven't seen or spoken to her in months and it's killing me

"you need to get out of here Rosie your not doing anything but hurting your self" said Patricia pulling on me

"Leave me alone please" I said

"No you need to eat" she said trying to shove this protein bar in my mouth

"Patricia stop that I'm not hungry" I said

"Then I won't leave you alone" she said

She stated to repeat the word eat over and over and over again

"ok ok you win if I eat this would you leave me alone" I said

"Yupp now chew"She said shoving a big piece in my mouth it was disgusting how can people eat stuff like that but i still ate it so she'd leave me alone

I went upstairs to the bed room her and I shared well because you know I left my home because of the Ryan situation and all so now I'm staying in this small one bedroom apartment with my annoying bestfriend who won't take no for an answer

I fell asleep moments later

• • •

Amelia's p.o.v

I couldn't be happier but for some reason I started to think she's doing this for pity lets just hope she loves me like I love her

"Hey" she said

Bringing me back to reality

"Hey" I said

"Hi how did you sleep" I asked her

"I slept good" She said

"Who wouldn't sleep good knowing that there fiancé looks this beautiful" she added

"Are you always this charming" I asked her

"Only with you" I said

"Can I ask you something" I said

"anything " She said

"why are you with me" I asked

"what do you mean why am I with you" she said

"We'll it's just you know we'll never mind" I said

"no tell me" she said hugging me

"No never mind I'm just happy you're here with me" I said trying to change the conversation

"The feelings mutual" she said kissing my shoulder

I started to get up and she pulled me back down

"No stay with me keep me warm" she said

"Well I guess we can just skip breakfast" i said

"Never mind feed me women" she said

Letting go

"I knew I'll get you" I said

She slapped my but when I got up

I headed to the kitchen

We ate breakfast and then decided to watched movies all day

I can get use to this

Jessy's p.o.v

I haven't told anyone about my engagement why because they wouldn't understand my reasons to making this girl happy but I need to tell some one

Someone I know I could trust

"Your what" said Andrew

"I'm getting married" I said

"are you crazy you been gone for several months now and you're telling me you're getting married" he said

"oh come on what i don't get no congratulations no I'm happy for you" I said putting my shirt on

"Sorry it's just to much I never thought that you would ever settle Down with anyone let alone this fast" he said

"We'll this is real I'm getting married" I said fixing my self in the mirror

"Let's hope so" he said

"oh yea I most forgot that Rosie was looking for you" he said

"I have nothing to talk to her about" I said bluntly

"Hey I'm just delivering the message she said it was important" he said

"We'll if its That important it can wait" I said harshly

"we'll ok I need to go finish the work you left undone so have fun and be happy love you bye " he said

"Ok love you too bye" I said hanging up the phone

I sat down in front of my laptop and started to think of what can be so Important for Rosie to look for me but it does not matter Any more I'm trying to forget about her I have Amelia now

20 minutes later

I fell asleep on the couch

I noticed someone walked in the room but I was to tired to open my eyes until I felt someone's lips on mine I smiled I opened my eyes To see Amelia's beautiful face right in front of me but for some reason she look sad she's been crying

"What's wrong beautiful" I asked bringing my body up supporting my self with my elbows

"Nothing I'm fine" she said

"why were you crying" I asked

She stayed quiet for a moment than she moved away from me

"I can't do this" she said

"Do what" I asked getting up

"This, us, me and you" she said taking off her ring throwing it at me and walking away

I catches it

"what are you talking about why can't you do this"I said walking close behind her

"Come let's talk about this" I grabbed her hand

She pushed me away

"was it something I did" I said confused

"no I just can't do this just leave" she yelled

She fell to her knees and started to crying

I went to her and hugged her tight she didn't fight this time

"It's terminal Jessy I'm going to die there no use for this anymore" she said

"Baby" I whispered

"Just leave" she whispered

"I'm not going anywhere" I said

I stayed silent For a moment listening to her sob

I picked her up and laid her on the bed I took her shirt off slowly kissing every inch of her body her shoulders, her neck her chest, down to her stomach she just laid there letting me undress her and kiss her I stopped when she spoke

"Just hold me" she said

I listened I took my clothes off and laid with her I traced circles on her skin until I felt her breathing slow down she relaxed and pulled herself closer to me then she fell asleep

I wish there was something I could say or do to take this all away

It hurts to know that this is happening to her she's doesn't deserve this

"I love you" she said all of a sudden

"I love you too" I said hugging her tight