i had my own hands wrapped around my neck,
squeezing tighter and tighter,
feels like i'm gonna die around any sec,
and you took advantage of the moment,
took advantage mistook me for deluded,
all the cotton candy words and the lollipops with poison centers,
i ate them all off the palm of your hands and now im sitting on regret but,lately the airs a little lighter,
i still feel the presence but i got control over it,
used to be the masters novice now the masters learning from me,
and if you wanna hurt me you know you gotta beg for the key huh,im my own biggest threat,
no one knows how to pull me apart like i do,
im my own biggest friend,
no one gives me kisses like i do,
and i want to be my own biggest challenge,
no one i know does it like i do.its time for a brand new year,
and a brand new box of things to do,
maybe i should make my own hair,
and caress myself the way i want you to,
and live with no fear,
the fear of rejection from a bunch of no brainers yeah,lately the suns a little brighter,
and all the clouds are sitting tight but they're not filling up the sky,
its no more mellow rains,
just the tears of my past that wanted me not to last,im my own biggest threat,
no one knows how to pull me apart like i do,
im my own biggest friend,
but no one gives me kisses like i do,
and i want to be my own biggest challenge,
no one i know does it like i do.
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Call it Cloud 9
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