11-17-18

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So I'm still sick.
I want a pickle
I'm bored
There's nothing to write about, yet.
Hit or miss? I guess they never miss (huh?). You got a boyfriend I bet he doesn't kiss ya! (Mwah) he gonna find another girl and he won't miss ya!
Oof
I'm gonna go shopping

My food list
Sushi
Milk
Avocados
Ketchup
Salad
Cereal
Cheese
Cinnamon
Fruit
veggies
Ice cream
V8

So yeah that's want I'm getting from the store.
11:23 pm, so I went to the store it was packed uhhg it took 20 minutes for 3 people to get checked out and it would have been 2 people if we weren't cut in line. Then when my cousin and I got home we ate our sushi and a pommagranit and I drank like 45 oz of v8
Im also trying to do the thing where, I write down the time, every time, I think of my gf. So far I have 2 times down for today.
My head has been hurting.
I want to cuddle with someone like literally, anyone who wants to cuddle can come cuddle.
I tried drinking coffee to wake me up a bit but it's not doing anything
My dog jumped on my lap, at least he'll cuddle with me <3 I love him. He's a long hair chewawa and his name is pixel. He's a sweet boy.
I've been trying to befriend my ex but he's being really distant.
So here's a secret (don't tell my parents) 😂 I smoke weed on occasion but my pipe is clogged with a bunch of black residue I need to clean it but I'm not sure how but I guess that's what Google is for.
Anyway I am not thinking straight. I feel out of it. I cant focus
I need to lose weight
I'm sad
I think I might low key have some mental issues but I won't get it checked out.
Ooof
BIG OOF
ahhhhhhh fuck
Reeeeeeet
I'm dead
Fuck this shit I'm out
Road work ahead uh yeah I sure hope it does
I'm so tired but I don't want to go to bed.
(Don't) eat a pee pee
3:30 am. I'm gonna try to sleep.

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