11-18-18

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Ok, so far no one has read my book. But its only been out for 2 days so I'll have to be patient.
It's 1:33 pm and I just woke up  30 mins ago.
I couldn't fall asleep until 4:30-ish last night.
I'm so tired.
My 11-year old cousin keeps giving me an atitude for no reason. So today we were supposed to feed and water the bunnies so I told her that and here's how that went
"Hey so we're doing the bunnies today"
"I'm not doing it in my pajamas, I hope you know that"
"Ok"
(So imagine an attitude to her reply. All she had to say was ok, let me change first. But, nope! And I hate when people do that it makes me feel like they're mad at me.)
Then we go out the back door and I ask.
"Are you doing food or water"
(I always ask because sometimes people change their mind and I want the other person to do something that they want to do otherwise I feels mean.)
"Water. I always do water. I don't know why you ask."
"Well sometimes people change there mind"
"Well, I do it every day why-
At the same time
Would I change my mind?"
"Ok" *closes the door*
She keeps going off.
Anyway, it ruined my morning? Afternoon? Idk it bothered me.
Sooooo here's something you might want to know about me.
I have social anxiety that's why I don't tell people what's wrong with me. I don't want to push my problems onto them, and what if they don't understand? And take what I say the wrong way. I'm always worried about that kind of thing. I struggle with ordering food, in person and over the phone.
I'm, idk, dead, still...
I watched a new movie called The Meg

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