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i am trapped in the prison called myself. {the member can be whoever you want it to be, but i imagine him as taehyung :,)}

12. let go

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by outro_tae

by outro_tae

you're sitting on my couch

wrapped in a blanket

with hot cocoa

that you asked me to make.

you ask me

what's wrong

and i say

that it was nothing.

just a mood swing,

that it was that time of the month.

i try to laugh it off,

and change the subject.

but i can see in your eyes

that you don't believe me.

but, you don't bring it up again.

----

you tell me that you're hungry

and i realize

as i'm looking for something to eat

that i haven't eaten anything

for the last three days.

that's okay.

i need to lose weight.

i'm fat and ugly.

starving myself wouldn't hurt.

---

i found some instant rice

and ramen.

when i'm finished making it,

i bring it out to you.

you tell me to eat some too

because i'm too skinny.

i refuse

and say

that i already ate.