26. Author's Note

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Hello! This is your author, Park Hyesun!

I'm sorry if this was really confusing, i wrote it all in like one night because i had sudden inspiration.

I'm also sorry that this was really sad :'( i also cried while writing it ;P

please let me know if you enjoyed the story though! it was sorta me trying a new style, sorta something really informal. But, i feel like the reader can get hit more emotionally when the story is written like a series of thoughts instead of a book.

I also kinda made this into a story where the BTS member could be anyone you wanted it to be (or anyone you imagined). 

:)

but on a serious note.

Depression, anxiety, and eating disorders are not something to joke around over. They are  serious mental conditions that, unfortunately, kill a lot of people. 

I wrote this story mainly because I struggle with a certain type of depression. It's not that common, so many people don't know about it. My depression is a combination between bipolar disorder, neurotic depression, anorexia, and being emotionally and mentally unstable in general. None of my friends know about it. My parents didn't know up until recently, when I told my mom about it. I can't tell my dad because of personal issues. All of the feelings that the main girl in this story goes through are all things that I have experienced personally. Please don't take it as a joke. Although this is categorized as a fanfiction, it is also my way of showing people that mental disorders like depression are a serious thing in the lives of many people.

Please understand this. :) 

I purple you ;)

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P.S.: did you realize that most of the titles were derived from bts songs?

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