5 Seconds Of Summer Preferences!

5SOS SONG PREFERENCES - DEMI LOVATO; GIVE YOUR HEART A BREAK 3/4

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was

Ashton;
The first time you met Ash, he was very different from now. He was completely against the ideology of falling in love. In fact your friend had even confessed to him but he rejected her later telling you that he didn't even believe in love.

As the two of you grew closer; you developed feelings. It was quite hard not to though. With Ash always being the sweet goofball that he is; it was just inevitable.

Everyone knew about your feelings towards Ash except for the guy himself. But what you did not know was that Ashton himself had fallen in love.

The boys saw his misery as you went on dates every now and then; trying you hardest to move on from the feelings you were sure would never be reciprocated.

This even led to a huge fight between you guys as Ashton kept trying to stop you from going and you kept accusing him of being over protective.

It was Calum though who trying to solve your fight accidentally blurted out the way Ashton really felt.

"Please don't tell him I told you Y/N. Oh god, Ash will literally kill me if he finds out I was the one to tell you - you get what I'm saying right? Please Y-"

You interrupted Calum by coming out of your startled state and slamming your house door making your way towards your car before driving over to Ash's place.

Banging on the door, you were suddenly stopped when Ashton opened the door and raised his eyebrows.

"What do you want? Come to tell me more about how I'm ruining your life?" He muttered looking dejected

You ignored the guilt that spewed through you barging through his house before turning to him.

"Right now, this very moment; I'm telling you Ash, that I'm in love with you. Have been for years now. If you feel the same; this is your chance to tell me. Or I'll leave now and we never have to speak about it again."

Ash hesitated and that was enough for you to burst into tears making your way towards the door ready to leave when suddenly you were pulled back.

Before you had time to react; Ashton was kissing you with all he had, backing you up towards to door until your back hit the door with his hands resting on both sides of your face holding you in place.

It took you some time to react; before you finally realised that Ash was really kissing you. The moment you had been dreaming of for years was finally a reality.

But before you could kiss him back, he pulled away moving away and putting his head in his hands.

"Ofcourse I love you, I think I have since the day I met you. I was just too scared of these feelings and you already know I've been hurt in the past. It's not easy for me to just get over everything and tell you - what if you didn't feel the same way? I didn't think I could lose you like that"

You smiled softly walking up to him and bringing him in your arms "I'm not Emily. I'm not going to cheat on you Ash. I love you."

He sighed wrapping his arms around you; "I know - I love you too you idiot. How did you even know?"

"Calum accidentally told me" you laughed with your head still buried in his shoulder

"I'm gonna kill that idiot"

When your lips are on my lips
Then our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh

Calum;
You loved Calum. It was as simple as that. And he loved you too. But not everything was just sunshines and rainbows.

Your ex had died in a car accident. And you were just appalled at yourself for not forever being in love with him.

When you met Calum; there was an instant attraction. The both of you ended up getting drunk and sleeping together.

You treated it as a one night stand while Calum knew that he had just found the girl he had wanted his whole life.

When you ignored his advances he was devastated because he really liked you. And that's when your sister (for your own benefit) told Calum your story and revealed to him that you liked him too.

This just made him fall for you even more. And he knew that he was going to do anything in his power to make you okay again.

He was gonna be the one who ended up fixing you - and he knew he was ready to wait; no matter how long it took. Because to him - you were worth it.

Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away
Some things you can't disguise

Luke;
Your past was a very gruesome and sensitive topic for you and luke knew that. He just didn't know what had happened to make you so reserved.

So one day when you both just lounged around in your pyjamas lazing around the house; choosing to have a day in; he took the opportunity and asked you.

"Y/N you know I love you right? Why are you always so reserved. You need to know that you can always count on me and I'm not just gonna leave that easily baby"

You sighed choosing to look at the floor instead as memories flashed across your mind.

"My father was abusive" you started. Lukes hand coming to rest on yours was the only motivation you needed to go on with your story.

"We were a happy family - right up until I was 7 and mum died. He had blamed me because of the complications that had taken place during my birth which ultimately led to mum falling sick and when she did die - he turned into a monster."

Luke slowly put his arms around you, not saying a single word as you went on with your story.

"It was hell and he would beat me every chance he got with anything he could find. Until I got out. I ran away and my friend's family took me in. They helped me with everything turning me into what I am today. But then I went to uni and everything turned to shit again."

By this point tears were starting to stream down your face and luke sighed wiping them away; "You don't have to go on if you don't want to baby" he whispered softly but you shook your head

"No I trust you - I want to tell you. It was in College when I met Jake. I've told you that we had a bad break-up but I didn't tell you how bad the relationship really was. Jake was great at the start; he really took care of me. Brought me flowers, took me out on dates. Until he just wasn't. He slowly started getting obsessive wanting to know where I was at all times and who I was with. He chose what I wore and who I hung out with and it came to a point where when I refused to obey him he used violence as an alternate.

I wanted to get out - trust me I did. But getting out of a toxic relationship isint easy Luke. It took me months to recover after leaving him." You blurted out; your vision turning blurry as you went on.

Looking up at Luke; you saw that you had not been the only one crying as he wrapped his arms around you and gave you the strength to compose yourself.

"I promise you Y/N Y/L/N that I will never hurt you. Never do anything that you're not comfortable with. And never make you unhappy."

And in that moment; you knew that you wanted to spend the rest of your life with this man.