sup yo
so im back with a mf'ing update
sOOO, my lola, nope, my FAMILY basically said that,
"Kei! You should do volleyball! maganda pa naman yun para sa height mo!"
trans: that would be great for your height!
and me said "yea, i actually signed up for volleyball for the intrams on the end month.."
so they were all woohoo magvvball na sya!
so the days after writing my name in the list kept giving me second thoughts like,
why did i even sign up for volleyball?
i dont even know how to play, i would probably look like a lost deer there at practice.
when even IS PRACTICE?
how can i learn this, i cant even WALK PROPERLY HOW TF AM I GOING TO DO VOLLEYBALL????
and many more thoughts kept bugging my head, i couldn't even concentrate in class because of all those thoughts
i actually SLEPT THROUGH A DISCUSSION
and guess what happens in the next meeting of that subject, WE HAVE A DUCKING QUIZ ABOUT THAT TOPIC
THAT TOPIC I SLEPT THROUGH.
why did i fell asleep you may ask, BECAUSE I LITERALLY SLEPT AT 2 AM ON THAT DAY
why did i sleep at 2 am, BECAUSE I WASN'T ACTUALLY FEELING SLEEPY
why was i wasn't feeling sleepy? BECAUSE I WAS THINKING ABOUT WHAT WOULD HAPPEN ON THE DAY OF INTRAMS.
ex. i was normally laying down on my bed, you know, trying to sleep. It was about 8:30 pm, my most common time to actually fall asleep. My eyes were about to close and myself was ready to fall into a loooooong slumber but-
what if i trip while running for the ball?
my eyes opened quickly and i felt NO STUN OF SLEEPINESS AT ALL.
i quickly moved to another position, then another, then another, but i still CANT SLEEP.
ex. end
Then the day of practice came, i actually came with my friend and we came a BIT late lmaoo.
we were supposed to meet at 9 am but we arrived at quarter to 10??? HHHSHSHS
and did i mention that the court wASN'T COVERED
AAAAAAND IT WAS HOT AF, i guess the sun just CHOSE that day so we could get soaked under the scorching hot sunlight.
so, it was about 10 am and we were only FIVE, LIMA, LIMA PALANG KAMI DUN.
the other 2 couldn't attend practice, then the other 2 wAS STILL NOT THERE.
we, or idk i, didnt know what to do????
2 were already playing, the other 2 i dont even know what they were doing, and me????
I LITERALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
so, i didnt mention that my grandmother was there, she was all 'yea ihahatid ko lang kayo dun' but sHE FRIKIN STAYED THERE
she took advantage and acTUALLY started our practice, i was all 'omg bringing that woman would actually help us!'
but then-
END OF PT. 1
a/n: yes i decided to cut this into two (or more) parts. lmao becuz i do need my sleep. hahaha gotta blast !
