Finally! Time to go home.
4am sakto kami umalis ng Phantomhive Manor. Thank goodness at hindi ko na nakita pa si Leon. Kenroz bid us good bye at hinatid kami sa parking lot ng mansion nila.
"Feel free to visit us again, mea femina. "He said while smiling at me.
I would love to but unfortunately I don't like seeing that despicable jerk again so no thanks. I really want to say that but prefer not to so instead I courtesy and smiled at him. "I will, my Lord." at sumakay na ng sasakyan. Mahaba-habang byahe nanaman to.
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A few hours has passed and finally we're home. I was asleep the whole ride.
I couldn't sleep last night, I was guarding Aunt and Uncle in case that jerk decided to eat us. I know I can't do anything when that happens but at least I can send them away immediately if ever I hear him or sense him getting near our room.
At last nakarating na kami sa mansion namin. I hurried to my room and took a quick shower. I still have class later in the afternoon. I bet uncle Philip and Aunt Aurora were asleep now. I wish I could also sleep but I have classes and I cant skip. I already skipped yesterday.
After the quick shower I fixed myself and drive to school. I'll just eat my lunch at school.
I arrived at school at exactly 1pm and my class starts at 1:30. Dumiretso ako ng cafeteria to get something to eat. I ordered a pesto and a cherry soda at naghanap ng pwesto na pwedeng mauupuan. Since lunch break parin ay marami pang tao sa Caf. I saw someone waving her hand at me. Bianca. I rolled my eye at her. It seems like not so long ago she was dissing me and now she's acting so friendly? What a fake ass bitch.
I turned around and decided to look for a place at the garden when I almost bumped into someone.
"Ally." He greeted me. I stared at the 6'1 foot guy hovering in front of me, with his electric blue eyes, messy ash brown hair and sharp jawline, I wonder why this guy was so persistent on me when he can have any girls crawl onto his bed?
"Gio." I said in return.
"Why aren't you returning my texts?" he asked me as he took the tray from me and leading me somewhere.
"I was busy." I said casually. I already rejected him but he still keep on taking his chances.
"Ah. I see." he said as he placed my tray on a table near Bianca and her groupies. I mentally rolled my eyes. Why here?
"Are you alright? You look tired." He said as he leaned forward and placed the back of his hand onto my forehead.
"I'm very much fine, thank you." at inilayo ko ang sarili ko sa kanya. Nakikita ko ang lungkot sa mga mata niya noong umiwas ako. Nakaka guilty pero I know I can't involve myself to him. I'm someone different from him. And yes he did something before that I didn't like but for the past few days he's been making up for it.
"Ally.. Have you consider it? I mean, dating me?" He asked me, his eyes looks gentle. Whenever I look at those eyes I remember someone's.
I started digging my food. And trying my best not to answer his question. I hate feeling guilty. I'm never really good at handling my guilt.
"I love you Ally. I know it's too sudden but I have fallen in love with you." He said genuinely. Napatigil ako sa pag kain at napatingin ulit sa kanya. Lost for words as I stare at those wishful set of eyes.
"How can you be sure that you love me?" I asked him confused. Love? That's a very big word. How can he so sure that he have fallen in love with me? That it is in fact Love?
And me for all people?
I am not an ordinary person. I have a monster's blood running through my vain. I am not someone who he should fell in love with.
"I just know. I know that I love you." He said with all sincerity in his eyes. I've never seen anyone this sincere before. Confusion and curiosity was written all over my face. Once again I am out of words. I had a few guys before confessing to me, saying that they like me but no one said they loved me. And all of them looks insincere. All of them looked at me like I'm one of their conquests. And this, him, in front of me saying he loves me with all sincerity, I don't know how to react at all.
"I'll prove it to you, I will. " He said and I just sigh. I don't know what to say.
"Tomorrow, meet me in the west garden. I'll show you, I'll prove you." He said wishfully.
I cant and I dont want to go, I dont want him to have false hope that but before I could respond we heard the bell ring and immediately, he left. I suppose he doesn't want to hear what I was about to say.
"Lucky her." I heard Bianca's friend said. But, How can I be lucky? Lucky because someone as great as Gio Wolfe likes me?
I am nothing but a monster. Now I know why I always feel like I dont belong here, like none of them ever matters to me, and that I never was attracted to anyone. It is because I am nothing like them. I am a monster and probably I'll only get to like someone with the same race as I am, a monster like me.
But should I? Should I give Gio a chance? He seems sincere, like he really do love me... And I also don't want to hurt him. I don't want to hurt anyone. He somehow reminds me of a friend back when my mom and dad was still alive. Those same electric blue eyes that stares at me happily..
I touched my head and shot my eyes close. Damn headache. Why? Whenever I try to remember something from my past, my head hurts so much.
May naramdaman akong tumutulo sa may ilong ko, agad ko naman pinunasan iyon, only to find out it was blood. Damnit. I have a nosebleed.
Dumiretso ako sa sink at hinugasan. Fck.
Umaagos ang tubig sa gripo, pinagmamasdan ko iyon habang nililinis ang mukha ko.
"Ally! Mom and Dad said we have to go home now." the lil cherub said sadly.
"But don't worry I'll go visit you again next weekend! Let's play again I promise!" He said smiling offering me his pinky.
I reached his pinky and we pinky swore. "Keep your promise Gion! Or else I'll be sad." I said pouting.
What the hell was that?
Gion? That kid, why does he looks like Gio.
What the hell?
