Blinded

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I want to love you
with all my heart
But you tell me to wait as though time is relevant when it comes to matters of the spirit and the heart

What I felt was firm
has now gone asunder
But not without trying to to understand why you felt the need to pull apart and hold us under

Love is only a struggle
When your are blocked from
Allowing it to flow freely

I only battle with you because
I felt like you were blocking the energy that my heart and spirit were feeding
From

Why, are you like this
If this is what you want

It's because You are not the only one
Involved

My job like yours is to protect myself, grow, love,and evolve.

Why are you attached to me but won't let this love grow

These are question I ask myself desperately fighting in my mind to keep us an image of positivity

Your heart's been broken and so has mine too 
and our earthly time is precious and I don't wanna waste it  trying to
figure out you

I just want to live this love out

Not put it on ice while you try to do whatever your doing to figure it out

If everything is love
there
should be no need to hold it from the tongue
Speak and give it life
Let me know I'm not wasting my light

I love you and I believe you love you me too

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