I love you and I believed you love you me too
But you are selfish and leave me in the dark when I am asking for your heart
You don't love me
You never did I've become so desperate
I let the enemy in
Throwing my pearls attempting to
Empress swine
I can be patient gentle
Understanding and kind
but I will not allow my energy to be wasted you already made up your mind.
Time and love are precious
One can not be regained
While the other is ever flowing
And here you've come like a serpent
To still all this is mine
To parade me around around like I was some clown
An act for your amusement
Some shit you still abused
And
Walk away from when your amused
You are a disgusting filthy boy
I am embarrassed I allowed you to use me
So desperate for love
All I wanted was love
I never get love
Just waste
So thirsty my spirit becomes susceptible to anything
And feelings become pain killer
to the realities of what's going around me
This exercise in love has helped me
realized how desperate I've become
Abused my whole life
I have no idea of what's right
because
Even though this sad realization has finally come to light
I'll probably once again get blinded by the light
Sigh
I think this shit will be the death of my life
