November 18

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Why is my mom like this? All I ask for is respect. Towards me and other people too.
Why is it that when I call her out on her bullshit she mocks me or says I'm being rude to her??
Bitch, she's being the rude one. I literally ask just for basic fucking understandment. How is she so fucking stuck-up that she has to be fucking disrespectful towards everything I stand for.
I don't even ask her to fully understand, just to not be rude but no  not even that, she goes and jokes about it. Fucking thanks.
And then she proceeds to be all nice, because her small ass closed mind doesn't grasp that it has offended me. And she still says I love you, thinking that I will trust her words. But I still say them back cause I don't want to talk about it anymore. And then someday soon I'll tell her again cause I will not endure it, and she'll say that I'm being rude when all I do is call her out. It's an endless circle. Well no. It feels like an endless circle. But it won't be, because I will talk about it with her. I'll take it slow so she understands. I'll be careful with my words. I'll try not to directly accuse her because that will make her mad. And I hope she will understand. And I hope she respects what has to be respected.
and I hope someday she respects me as a human, but that's asking for too much probably.

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