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forty-two

guccigang:
rosa can we talk about smth

guccigang:
its kinda importatn

guccigang:
well idk im probably just bein a big baby about things again but wtvr

guccigang:
u always make me feel better so

subrosa:
aw tae whats wrong r u ok?

guccigang:
i dunno

guccigang:
2day

guccigang:
well we were doin fair prep and stuff

guccigang:
at first it was just jimin and me working by ourselves, we were kinda just going back and forth doin random things, jimin was asking ppl if they needed anything and i was tagging along cuz i didnt want 2 do anything else

guccigang:
eventually jimin decided to look 4 yoongi and we ended up joining him

guccigang:
which i rly didnt want 2 do btw, but jimin's rly seemed 2 like yoongi's company lately...

guccigang:
anyway

guccigang:
so jimin was usin this nasty rusty crusty box cutter and accidentally slit his freaking hand

guccigang:
like a long cut straight across the back of it

guccigang:
and i wouldve done smth rosa i would have

guccigang:
but yoongi had these lighting fast reflexes

guccigang:
first his face turned the whitest id ever seen, then he grabbed jimin's wrist and took off

guccigang:
i didnt even hav the chance

guccigang:
i mean he took him to the nurse's office so i couldnt rly be mad at him

guccigang:
i wanted 2 b tho

guccigang:
it shoulve been me who helped jimin

guccigang:
and when jimin came back to the classroom, his hand was all bandaged up, apparently it wasnt 2 srs but ofc i was still worried about him

guccigang:
i felt this wave of relief come ovr me

guccigang:
but that went away as soon as yoongi walked into the room behind him

guccigang:
it hurt

guccigang:
i dont know rosa

guccigang:
it kinda felt like sumone kicked me in the stomach

guccigang:
and i dont kno if im being presumptuous or whtv but...

guccigang:
a part of me thinks yoongi might like jimin

guccigang:
yoongi's typically a standoffish dude but not around him

guccigang:
at least not for the most part

guccigang:
again, i dont rly kno, maybe im just thinking this bcuz im still upset

guccigang:
and like, u kno i've been in the process of getting ovr jimin

guccigang:
and of course i hav been making progress i hope u kno that rosa cuz youve been such a big help and encouragement

guccigang:
but its just

guccigang:
its hard 4 me 2 accept rn

guccigang:
sumone else

guccigang:
liking my best friend

guccigang:
i kno its selfish of me rosa...

subrosa:
it's not, tae

subrosa:
it's not selfish

subrosa:
u hav every right to feel that way

subrosa:
blaming yourself won't solve anything, and it certainly won't make u feel better

subrosa:
i mean, im not saying to take your frustration out on yoongi or anything but

subrosa:
i also don't think forcing yourself to be so accepting while youre still recovering from heartbreak isn't right either

subrosa:
but i guess what i would suggest is

subrosa:
maybe try getting to know yoongi better?

subrosa:
if u became his friend, maybe you'd find out hes a rly nice guy and it wouldnt hurt so much to see him with jimin

subrosa:
then again, that might hav the opposite effect...it's hard to say

subrosa:
im sorry, tae

subrosa:
turns out im not always such a big help...

guccigang:
no dont say that rosa

guccigang:
but to be honest w/ u i dont rly think yoongi likes me

guccigang:
and i dont blame him either

subrosa:
tae...

guccigang:
no, im just saying ive pretty much been scowling at him from the beginning

guccigang:
hes probably on 2 me at this point

guccigang:
that im jealous of how close he and jimin hav gotten

subrosa:
tae u don't need to be jealous

subrosa:
i don't care who yoongi is or what he means to jimin or what jimin means to him, he's not jimin's best friend. you are.

subrosa:
you're irreplaceable, tae

subrosa:
[[and i love you]]

guccigang:
i think ive asked this b4 but

guccigang:
what did i do 2 deserve u?

subrosa:
played overwatch

guccigang:
ah thats right

guccigang:
lmao sumtimes i forget thats how it started

guccigang:
it honestly feels like ive known u for years

guccigang:
and not 2 be dramatic or anything

guccigang:
but u mean a lot 2 me rosa

subrosa:
right back at u tae

guccigang:
im gonna go 2 sleep now

guccigang:
good night rosa

subrosa:
good night tae

subrosa:
sleep well