guccigang:
rosa can we talk about smthguccigang:
its kinda importatnguccigang:
well idk im probably just bein a big baby about things again but wtvrguccigang:
u always make me feel better sosubrosa:
aw tae whats wrong r u ok?guccigang:
i dunnoguccigang:
2dayguccigang:
well we were doin fair prep and stuffguccigang:
at first it was just jimin and me working by ourselves, we were kinda just going back and forth doin random things, jimin was asking ppl if they needed anything and i was tagging along cuz i didnt want 2 do anything elseguccigang:
eventually jimin decided to look 4 yoongi and we ended up joining himguccigang:
which i rly didnt want 2 do btw, but jimin's rly seemed 2 like yoongi's company lately...guccigang:
anywayguccigang:
so jimin was usin this nasty rusty crusty box cutter and accidentally slit his freaking handguccigang:
like a long cut straight across the back of itguccigang:
and i wouldve done smth rosa i would haveguccigang:
but yoongi had these lighting fast reflexesguccigang:
first his face turned the whitest id ever seen, then he grabbed jimin's wrist and took offguccigang:
i didnt even hav the chanceguccigang:
i mean he took him to the nurse's office so i couldnt rly be mad at himguccigang:
i wanted 2 b thoguccigang:
it shoulve been me who helped jiminguccigang:
and when jimin came back to the classroom, his hand was all bandaged up, apparently it wasnt 2 srs but ofc i was still worried about himguccigang:
i felt this wave of relief come ovr meguccigang:
but that went away as soon as yoongi walked into the room behind himguccigang:
it hurtguccigang:
i dont know rosaguccigang:
it kinda felt like sumone kicked me in the stomachguccigang:
and i dont kno if im being presumptuous or whtv but...guccigang:
a part of me thinks yoongi might like jiminguccigang:
yoongi's typically a standoffish dude but not around himguccigang:
at least not for the most partguccigang:
again, i dont rly kno, maybe im just thinking this bcuz im still upsetguccigang:
and like, u kno i've been in the process of getting ovr jiminguccigang:
and of course i hav been making progress i hope u kno that rosa cuz youve been such a big help and encouragementguccigang:
but its justguccigang:
its hard 4 me 2 accept rnguccigang:
sumone elseguccigang:
liking my best friendguccigang:
i kno its selfish of me rosa...subrosa:
it's not, taesubrosa:
it's not selfishsubrosa:
u hav every right to feel that waysubrosa:
blaming yourself won't solve anything, and it certainly won't make u feel bettersubrosa:
i mean, im not saying to take your frustration out on yoongi or anything butsubrosa:
i also don't think forcing yourself to be so accepting while youre still recovering from heartbreak isn't right eithersubrosa:
but i guess what i would suggest issubrosa:
maybe try getting to know yoongi better?subrosa:
if u became his friend, maybe you'd find out hes a rly nice guy and it wouldnt hurt so much to see him with jiminsubrosa:
then again, that might hav the opposite effect...it's hard to saysubrosa:
im sorry, taesubrosa:
turns out im not always such a big help...guccigang:
no dont say that rosaguccigang:
but to be honest w/ u i dont rly think yoongi likes meguccigang:
and i dont blame him eithersubrosa:
tae...guccigang:
no, im just saying ive pretty much been scowling at him from the beginningguccigang:
hes probably on 2 me at this pointguccigang:
that im jealous of how close he and jimin hav gottensubrosa:
tae u don't need to be jealoussubrosa:
i don't care who yoongi is or what he means to jimin or what jimin means to him, he's not jimin's best friend. you are.subrosa:
you're irreplaceable, taesubrosa:
[[and i love you]]guccigang:
i think ive asked this b4 butguccigang:
what did i do 2 deserve u?subrosa:
played overwatchguccigang:
ah thats rightguccigang:
lmao sumtimes i forget thats how it startedguccigang:
it honestly feels like ive known u for yearsguccigang:
and not 2 be dramatic or anythingguccigang:
but u mean a lot 2 me rosasubrosa:
right back at u taeguccigang:
im gonna go 2 sleep nowguccigang:
good night rosasubrosa:
good night taesubrosa:
sleep well
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Fanfictionsub rosa [adj.] Latin 1. happening or done in secret * In which Jungkook falls in love with Taehyung at first sight but can't find a way to get close to him, then one day stumbles across the boy in an Overwatch match, and finally proceeds to convers...