Seoul: Become Human || Jimin version (Completed)

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After I was sent home I still had to come back to the hospital for regular check-ups and therapy. It had been a couple weeks since those memories had come back to me. I was still too nervous but I would force myself to discuss the situation with him. So after having breakfast or, more like refusing to, I sighed and decided to speak.

"Jimin?" I mumbled quietly.

"Mhm?" He asked.

"When I was in the hospital I remembered some things. I wanted to tell you about them." I explained.

He smiled his signature grin and spoke softly.

"That's great Jiae. What did you recall?"

I took a deep breath swallowing hard before speaking.

"I just... Maybe I got the memory wrong but... I-I swear we k-kissed." I said quietly.

Jimin's POV

Fuck...

I knew this would happen, I should have prepared for this day to come. I knew with her memory getting better that at some point she'd remember it, she'd remember us...

I love her to death, I really do but... Look at all the damage that love has caused. She almost died because she fell in love with a dumbass android when she knew it wouldn't work and I did the same. I don't know who made the worse decision back then, but now the bottom line is... It can't happen again.

I can't allow myself to pull her into danger. I can deal with the heartache, I'm not even supposed to have emotions. And the sooner I cut ties the sooner she can be with who she's meant to... A human.

"No, that never happened Jiae." I said softly.

"I knew it..." She whispered, looking away.

I could see the tears coming down, my heart broke with hers.

"J-Jiae, I-"

"It's okay, I get it. I guess I'm just stupid..." She muttered.

"Don't say that about yourself..." I said touching her shoulder.

She swatted my hand away. I know she was just hurt but damn did that get me. I bit my lip trying not to cry.

"I am stupid! We're two different people with different lives. This is something we have to deal with! If I was smart I would have told myself this wouldn't work out instead of believing that some how, this puppy love bullshit would be reality!" She cried.

"I still love you."

Goddamnit, I couldn't help myself. I'm so close and yet so far... But she doesn't deserve anymore pain that being with me will cause.

"Sure you do. But what good is that if we share two different kinds of love?"

She looked at me for any denial or signal she was wrong. I just aimed my gaze at the floor.

"I can't do this right now. I'm sorry." She stood and started walking on her own, leaving the wheelchair at the table.

I knew she could walk but she was still quite weak. She's gonna fall.

"Jiae!"

I rushed over to support her.

"Why can't you just let me fall?! I don't care anymore!" She cried.

"No matter what, you're important to me. And your safety is my top priority, even over my own. I know this is hard shit to hear but it's not worth risking another trip to the hospital." I stated firmly.