Progress?????????? School today oof

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So first off body hurt because of what i did yesterday. Um wave of depression hit me today at lunch and recess and i don't know why. It just happened and i wanted to fucking die. Um then me and my friend adam ranted about Johnny which is a sociopathic attentive annoying "friend" of ours. And then we talked to bridget about him. Thats another person we added to our 'party'. Then Xamder joined in. That was fun. In ela was able to begin drawing one of my ocs and listen to music so that was fun. At dismissal me and my ex gf and bff jazzy were walkinh yo my bus and she said something and i was kinda sad. I didn't hear entirely what she said. Um something about Head in my heart or something like that. Just gonna go with my gut. Idk anyway i didn't tell her how i feel about her and i probably never will. And this is gonna sound stupid but i'm kinda jealous. I mean i still like her and when i see her with xander i can't help feel sad,depressed,and jealous a little. Anyway just ranting about my day enjoy!

If you don't have anything nice and or supportive to say don't say it all! Negativity and yelling at me won't help at all! BAI

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