MY RANDOM AND stupid SHTUFF

*sigh*

I don't think words can describe how I feel rn...

Depressed?
Lonley?
Angry?
Sad?
Missing my friends?
Love sick?

I have so many emotions that I dont know what to do...I want to be in a relationship so bad but that's an emotional strain I need right now but I want to be in one so bad...just to have that feeling of being loved again...ugh...nevermind me...I'm mad at my parents...i miss all my friends from band and 8th grade and my friends in general...i are have a crush on this kid in my marching band but idk if I should even call it a crush! Like ugh! Being single sucks but it's awesome at the same time! I miss my ex...I miss my 8th grade friends...I hate emotions and sometimes wish I didn't feel anything at all...

Dont mind me I'm ranting...